DEE-NISE/DUH-NISE

Peekaboo!

2010-11-24T08:54:00.005+08:00

Hello world!
It's been a really really long time since I last updated, so yea, here I am! :D
Haha, okay, the past few months have been mad, like, really really mad.

Term2: Band+concert+crazy practices, lots of tutorials and sch stuff

June Holidays: Practically not a holiday at all T.T (so far, it's the worst 'vacation')

Term3: MYE, a million pieces of assignments+tests, consultations for some subjs, first time that I've ever done so much econ :X, deprived of tv+going out to play+freedom, started studying for prelim (p.s it was kinda shitty, as in the process of sitting down and studying)

Sept Holidays: Study for prelims, shopped online

Term4: Sat for prelims, spent a bomb shopping online :X I bought all sorts of stuff but mostly clothes, bought prelim papers from photocopy shop and chionged, studied for A's, Sat for A's (Psst, one more paper to go for now)

A level period: Demoralised because papers weren't exactly alright as many had expected; lots of surprises eg. where the heck was databased in phy p2? why was chem so darn diff besides p1? These are just a few of them :X and yeah, I'm uncertain if I'll have somewhere to go after A's (as in University) :(((((
I need a back-up plan, just in case things aren't working out well :XXXXX omgxzxz this sucks big time, like seriously.

Had econ essays yesterday, IDK if I did okay but yeah, decided to put it aside and just not care for awhile :X Hah, went to xinyi's house for awhile before going to ah mah's place while my friends went TM to catch HP :) went to T1 w mummy and walked around, bought a little stuff, didn't really see christmas stuff :/ Man, I like christmas the best alr. Started creating my gift list last night, haha it was so fun! :) I'm not done w it though. hee. oh oh, saw young elaine and sam sim :)) whee! ahah, yes I'm so gonna watch all the shows and movies that I've been wanting to watch! heh.

Yeah, I'm going out today, no studying, no doing of any work. Hee :) IDK what to wear as usual. tsk. oh, guess what's the time now? 0918. omgxzxzx and I went to sleep at 3am this morning. Was watching travel&living. Heh. omgxzxz. ah, I can't seem to sleep very long already D:

Okay, I'm gonna go transfer songs into mp3 and stuff alr. Just downloaded the list of songs shared by Gabriel :) Thanks Gabriel! :D yes, I'm gonna date my friends out etc etc, I'm going Taiwan and HK in dec w Tricia, ah mah and aunt, I wanna go overseas w daddy,mummy and bro, I wanna learn lots of stuff, I wanna get a cool job that pays reasonably (P.s no more f&b!!!) I wanna read all the books I've been wanting to read etc etc. Omg, the list ain't ending. haha! :P omgxzxz I can't remember the password and user name to my tagboard :( can't remove all the spams T.T ahhh!

Alrighty, till then! :)

Gift of a friend

2010-03-22T13:41:00.005+08:00

Greetings, world.

OhMyMama!

Was stopping by at Kellynn's blog when I realised how sucky life would be without besties and friends.

It seems that I've been burying myself under piles and piles of notes and school-related stuff that I haven't really stopped, or paused, to think about my besties and friends. Man, so so so guilty.

Amidst all these, I'd just like besties and friends to know that I love you guys, I really really do..

Anyway, three more days till the end of MBT. I'm looking forward to the end of it, like seriously, even though I know MBT's out to kill the majority. Will start promoting MJCSB's concert soon too :X Buh-bye~

Love,
Denise

I'm Back!

2010-03-02T20:51:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

Hello! This is the first time I'm blogging as an eighteen-year-old (think matured :X) person. HAHAHAHA. Man, no wonder I'm always the joke. LOL :P tsk, how can anyone not be smiling when I'm crapping :P Heeheehee! Ahaha, me had an awesome awesome super duper awesome birthday party on my birthday slightly one month back :) Yay! <3 Really appreciated it. hee.

As usual, school's been draining! Totally exhausting. I need sleep man! :P Like seriously. The MBT seems really outta reach for me. Dang, hate it so much! As in, academics, in general :P Hai, it's so darn darn darn difficult to cope :( Boohoo! The amount of work just keeps piling up like a giantic snowball. A little crack will lead to a bigger fault line, and eventually, everything's gonna crumble and crash. Gayshit ttm man! :X

One word: Awful

Another word: Stressful, to the max

Another one perhaps: Dying :X

On a brighter note,time spent with awesome people in school's been fun and enjoyable luh! :) <3 heehee :X man, am I random or what? What! haha! :P Okiedokie, I'm not supposed to be here you know! You know you know? :) I oughtta be studying and mugging away my life, like seriously. I don't even have anything planned out yet! :X :( Boohoo! Bye, back to the notes!

Buh-bye~!

Uncertain

2010-01-20T20:23:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

This is the first post for the year of 2010. Ain't gonna blog a lot though I'd love to. But yeah, I think I won't be blogging very much this year (not say I'd blogged a lot in the previous year :X)

IDK how the year's gonna be like; this is just the beginning but yeah, somehow, I'm feeling super duper tired already. IDK if it'll keep me going, keep me hanging :( Boohoo, dang, I'm so scared for this year. Hais.

Alrighty, shall end on a not-so-pleasant note today. Bye Bye people!

Denise shall retreat for now.
Denise still has the towel in her hands (not literally) and she doesn't doesn't doesn't wanna throw it in, ever.........

My 2009

2009-12-31T11:26:00.006+08:00

Greetings world,

Healowww~ Denise has finally decided to save her dying blog and yeap, she's decided to post something meaningful to mark the end of 2009 as it's drawing to an end. Firstly, Denise would like to thank everyone who's been with her all these while; Daddy, Mummy, Bro, Ruyan, Jonglian, Grace, Jorene, Kellynn, Jayhan, Dionne,Jian Jun, Elaine, Nicholas, Arian, Shi Ying, Lee Guan, Cherilyn, Xin Yi, Mabel, Gabriel, Cassandra, Shawn, Joanne, Athena, Grace Gan, Richny, Kor, Theodora, Isabelle, Priscilla, Yi (eeeeee) Xiong, Deborah, Gary, Lester, CharmaineLim, Vanessa, Kevin, Wan Ling, Ian, Zafirah, Justin, Shu Liang, Yi Shan and many many many more :)

(Don't be sad if your name's not been mentioned here because if you've been nice or sweet to me in one way or another, you'll be included in this exhaustive list. Heehee :D )

2009's been a complete rollercoaster; lots of ups and downs. Life's been hectic this year with school, band, besties, friends and family and stuff. Suffered lots of emotional stress too.

Pressure from studies has always been immense. MJC pushes everyone till we're on the verge of breaking down. Yeap, I'm one of the many poor souls around :P LOL. But yeah, struggled through J1; MYE was horrid, promos was awful, the time spent on studies and stuff was a lot a lot. It was so tiring. okay, it is still tiring because the battle is still ongoing. The giant monster's lurking around eh :S By the way, I'm not done with my holiday assignments :X

Transferred from Oboe to Clarinet; initially very very sad and a little mad :X but yeah, had to put in a lot of effort to learn everything from scratch because clar's just different from oboe in every way (though they look a lot alike :P) Managed to go syf with the band. Had and still having so much fun with section mates. Haha, though band pracs can be tiring, I still love going band :P Hee, all the games, xmas exhange, bbqs, camp, slacking, crapping and stuff :D LOL. and yeap, my crazy seniors were a lot of fun too :) LOL. and competing with jianjun for the one and only toilet at night after band prac's always been hilarious. I always won, though :P

09S411's been awesome and fun. Heee, though there were times the class really made me super duper frustrated, I still wanna say that this is the best class I've ever had my whole life; all the fun, laughter, lame jokes, encouraging each other in dire times, being there for each other, mugging our asses off, many many mini birthday celebrations in the canteen, random camwhoring, assessing each other's OP performance, passing candies in class, everyone ganging up to tease Grace, cycling, baking, making presents, movies, lunches, going to the toilets, buying stuff from the canteen, doing CIP etc etc etc :D

Haha, going crazy over BOF, going through dark periods, irritating my mum and bro every single day, missing my grandfather, kinda addicted to online shopping and browsing, facebook-ing, reading magazines, taking candid (and unglam) photos of people and things, donating loose change to poorthing people, watching movies till I tear, mugging, learning clar, confiding, reading, living in my untidy room, watching my favourite Cardcaptor Sakura on youtube, blasting songs into my ears, texting my friends, buying a lot a lot a lot of things, pissed bro and mum off at times, playing with mum, entertaining people around me, heehee-ing all the time, realising that people around me are awesome souls, running like I never did before, chionging all the way at hockey, being man, breaking my specs, chasing buses, reaching school on the dot, sigining all sorts of things for Grace, passing notes in lectures, failing tests, copying econs homework, playing scales in the canteen during A level exam period, seeing things I didn't like at all (lizards and some people), bitching about bad stuff, busting my allowance, running to tuition, missing my long-time-no-see friends and band mates, wondering about life, being stuck in sticky situations, growing eye bags and dark eye circles etc etc etc

Omg, I'm sure I left out a lot of other things but yeah, it's okay :)Haha, the world's changing every second and so is my train of thought. I'd better stop here and hurry off to do homework and stuff. Wanted to do work at noon but yeah, apparently, I've postponed it due to blogging :P HAHA. Okiedokie, shall stop here for now. In the meanwhile, hope you had fun reading this post. I'd spent some time on it oh! haha! and yeap, Happy New Year in advance :D

Lots of love,
Denise :)
*waves and heehee*

Abstruse

2009-12-07T01:43:00.005+08:00

Greetings world,

Healowww~! Denise is going crazyyyyyy; happy one moment and emo the next. Denise thinks that she is half-way through her own madness and she doesn't really know what she's typing here. omgxzxz.

"I hate my life" seems to be mentioned pretty often recently. Urgh, this ain't going anywhere :( K luh, byeeeeeee!

At the very least, Denise knows that there will be people around her who cares for her, sincerely. Thank you very very much, Denise appreciates it. Heh.

And yeap, Happy Birthday, Mabel Tan Zi Yin! :)

By the way, these videos are good, and I mean it. Cross my heart.

Thunder

2009-11-28T08:13:00.006+08:00

Greetings world,

Helloooo! Long time no see :X Lol. ohmygod, it's been a million years since I last posted anything :X Hoho, had been lazy and busy. Had lectures almost everyday for the past two weeks. Urgh, kinda hate the super duper long breaks in between lectures though D: School's been mundane? Lol. What else could it be man? Okay, but then it ain't so bad afterall because my friends made time in school more enjoyable :D Hee. That's something to be grateful for eh :) Hehehe.

My class is so fun luh :D Lol. I'm lovin' it! :) Hee! Lol. the version of Jason Mraz's I'm Yours had been given a twist; inspired by a video shown to us during lecture. Trust me, it's damn cool! :) Heee. LOL. Had so much fun during econ lecture on thursday :X Not because the lecture was good or anything :X Haha! :P Oh, we had to learn the mass dance for open house the other day. Haha, I think it's pretty cool :D Hee, but yeah, as usual, I suck at dancing :P HAHA! Let's Get Loud~ ! :)

Man, I almost slept during sectionals on Wed :X HAHA! Dang, hate minor scales :X LOL. Hey, but I can't wait for the bbq on 19th dec! :P Dionne and I have planned to buy marshmallow if it ain't provided :P Lol. Yes, gotta remind her to tell Kit about 19th dec tonight when we go for math tuition :P Hehe. If each section will get a bbq pit [unlikely], I'll prove that I'm man! MAN! HAHA. I can get the fire going alr k! :P Heee!

Muackks, bye holidays!
Okay, this signals the end of slacking D: How sad can jc life be? :/ It just sucks to know that you can't really play and enjoy during the dec vacation simply because of the amount of work that had been thrown at us. Urgh, and yes, we gotta mug and study for tests blah when school resumes next Jan :/ I'm certainly not ready for J2 luh, please :/ Just like that, the year for J1 is over :(

Ohmygod! IDK what else to blog D: Am I losing the ability to blog? Boohoo! D: Okay, here's something random. I woke up at 0745 because the dummy alarm rang as my bro didn't switch it off D: He ain't even at home luh :S It happened the previous week too but he insisted that he'd switched off alr :/ Urgh! and I just tagged on oinky's wall at fb :X Ruyan's gonna kill me, I think :X HAHA! She'll probably skin me alive or something :X HAHAHA! Come on, babe! :X HEHEHE. <3

Oh oh, and pw's over for good. [like, duh~!] OP was quite bad I guess. IDK luh, but the Q&A was horrid :/ I was clearly nervous and I think I blanked out or something. Horrible horrible D: and thanks to someone for being 'so encouraging' :X :X :X where got suan sia :X HAHA. Blehhh! We shall plan for a tap-tap revenge soon, soon! :P Lalala! Heee :P

May be heading back to nv band next week with batchmates :P Hee! Ohman, I miss Mr Tan and Mr Ng D: Kinda miss playing oboe too :X but yeah, gotta brush up on playing clarinet :D Borrowed it home :) Hee, think I'll practise tomorrow. Lalala :X

Alright then, shall stop here. Hee :) Keep tagging aye! Hoho! :)
I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS TOO! WHEEEEEEEE :DDDDDDDDDDD

TAG REPLIES:

Jorene: MARGY! Okay, you're dumb! :X HAHA! jkjk! Know you'll whack me for that :X HAHA. heyyyyy, I miss you girl! how've you been? LOL. I know you miss me like damn a lot! :X HEEE

Yuyin: Hellooooo! HAHA, yeahhh, no more PW! :P Happy birthday in advance, dec babe! :)

Kellynn: OMG, that's so lame kel! :X HAHA, but it's okay because it's you! :P LOL. eh eh eh! cheer up k! and don't think too much ah! Call/text me if you need kk :) Nice nice duh will be here! :D <3

Ruyan: HAHA. OP's overrrr! and you shouldn't be bored because you've got a lot of things to do! :X HAHA! Nope, the cup cakes didn't explode, because I wasn't in any part of the baking process :X LOL. I drew on the tee that we'd for Cherilyn :P It's not that bad k! Show you the photo next time! HAHA. Bet you'll say I'm not bad! :X :X See you on sundayyyyyyyyy, woman! :D <3

Athena: an-yong! LOL. IDK how to spell! :X HAHAHA! Heee! :P lol, thinner in the bottle :X HAHA!

Jonglian: Hey sweetie! LOL! Will you be going back to nv band next week? HAHA! Ask grace along k! :) Hehe! celebrate christmas alrighttt! :) Hoho!

Jian Jun: CJJ! MONSTER! HAHA, okay, I thought you'd dinner last night alr? o.O HAHA! alrighty! woah! it's damn rare that you tagged my blog! :X Haha!

Gabriel: Hi gabriel! ya luh! I wanted to go but couldn't make it D: Did you see their eyes only? :X HAHA! Yay, I've posted a new one alr :) Heeeee, next up, we've got mabel's birthdayyyyyyyyyy! :D Heeeeee

Passerby: Hi! Gee thanks! Will probably try using that the next time I've got photos to upload :) Hehe.

OhMyGod

2009-11-10T21:02:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

OMG. OMG. OMG.

Denise is nervous and scared for tomorrow!
Mixed feelings. Goodness gracious!
Dang!

Let's pray hard that everyone will survive PW and do well for it! Come on people, let's just give it our best alright! May 09S411 and all my wonderful mates do awesome for OP exam! Jiayou people! :) Looking forward to going out to play blah with my friends! Can't wait! Can't wait! Can't wait! :P

Bye world! Will update my poor bloggy soon! :P Heee! Till then, continue tagging and missing me! :P HeeeeeHeeeeeeHeeeeeee!

TAG REPLIES:

Gabriel: HIIIIIIIIIIIII GAB! :) OMG, it's been a million years since I last replied tags :X Sorry about that! Heeeheee. Lol. I'll come online soon okay! :D Haa, yeah, you and your smile alwayz! Lol. Don't worry luh! How on earth could I not smile? Hee :) Yes, One more day to go! Can't wait! :P All the best for tomorrow's op exam kk! :) Jiayouuuuuu!

Ruyan: OMG WOMAN! YOUR TURN TO TREAT DINNER! :X HEEE. OMG. Why on earth did you change your blog's url to that???? :X Lol. And disposables + gayshit = gross ttm :X LOL. Set him on fireeeeeee! Video it down kk! Send me his photo! I'll play with it soon! :P Hee. Miss you! A million things to tell you! :) <3

Xinyi: We need a new code name! Like ASAP! :P Heee, see you tomorrow sweet! All the best for OP k! :) Jiayouuuuuuuu!

Kor: korilla! don't tap your stinky feet tomorrow k! let's jiayouuuuuuuu! all the best for tomorrow! :) Heeeeeheeeeeee!

Athena: Li Li Wen! Haha, don't worry k! I'm over Chinese A's already luh! Anyway, must jiayou for tomorrow's OP kk! All the best sweet! :) Hehe, yes! Denise is not Denise if she doesn't do her 'HeHe' :X LOL. see you tommorow!

Jian Jun: Monsterrrrrrrrr! Yes, it's cute! :) Heee, but you think I'm cuter than it right! Say yes or I'll whackkkkkk! Heeeeeee :P Jealous of you! You're done with OP D: Eeeeeeeeek! but hor, mug hard for your i&r luh! don't slackkk! :) Heeee

Benny: Yo Bennnnnnny! Haha, yeah, provided I'm free! :X Heeee, partaey? At where? Heeee. Lol. Mug hard dudeeeee! :) Heeeeeee. see you soon kk! Hee

Awesome Emancipation

2009-11-03T23:04:00.005+08:00

Greetings world,

As promised, I'm here to blog tonight. Omg, life's been pretty mundane these few days, it's nothing but chinese and pw, chinese and pw, more chinese and pw and yeah, up till this second, pw -.- FYI, I feel that the chinese papers were really really difficult D:

I miss my friends :( Like didn't really manage to talk to them a lot a lot because of PW and it's like so urghhhh! you know, urghhhhhh! D: Can't wait for pw to end! :P Can't wait, seriously, super seriously.

Had OP dry run 2 yesterday. It was really really awful. Having attempted countless times to project my voice, I felt super duper lousy. Furthermore, I screwed my Q&A up D: Argh, damn damn suck! :(

My biggest problem now is volume. Boohoo! The only positive things that Mr Lye mentioned were my smile (though under utilised), good pace and enunciation and eye contact. He mentioned that I was visibly nervous when it came to Q&A and thus, die die also must prepare answers asap. Ohman, I really really don't wish to do badly for OP D: It's the last lap for PW alr ah D: Boohoo! :'(

Spent my morning in school with my pw mates. Practised and rehearsed on our own. God, it's evident that I'm still too soft so yeah, gotta be a retard and start shouting at myself into the mirror tomorrow. Anyway, we aren't meeting up for pw tomorrow (PHEW!) :P Spent my day at the library. Goodness, it was so darn cold! And yes, I did PW and slacked my day away. But still, I got my job done (almost :X) Cement + gayshittingly sweet vanilla is a lethal combination luh. Haha :P I feel sick-ish now :(

Ah, did you guys realise that most things that I've mentioned are pw-related :S Eeeeek, that's like so damn pathetic luh! :S Okay, at least I know that after 11th Nov, everything, everything's gonna be alright (I meant PW-related) :S and, at least the moderators blah wouldn't be down for my group's presentation so yeah, in a way, it's something awesome to rant about? :S But still, PW sucks :X :D Hee, Yay! Cheers to those who've been there to hear me rant and whine, like all the time :X Heeeee.

The Hehe Girl's feeling so drained recently :(
She realllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy needs motivation to hang in there; the smell of freedom is loitering near her eh! A few more days to go! A few more days to go!

"Ying zhe tou pi, chuang lian, chuang lian"

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAWEEDY SEENWEE! :)

Ain't The Best Feeling

2009-10-19T23:14:00.005+08:00

Greetings world,

Alrighty, it's high time I updated my poor, dying blog. Especially when I've got the time to do so :P So yeah, read on! :)

Er, I don't really know where to start and I can't recall every single thing that happened over the past few days too :X Ah, I'm getting olddddd! *HINT! 18years old soon* :X :X :X :X HAHAHAHAHA!

Let's start from Wednesday, shall we? Okay, we shall. :X LOL. damn lame :P

I could remember how scary it was when I saw Mr Nah with the stack of chem papers. Got back section C first. One word: Appalling. section B wasn't that bad but still, it sucked. Ah, then I started calculating mentally how many more marks do I need to get an E grade. God! I needed 15. OMG. Started freaking out as I knew MCQs weren't gonna save me :S Did I mention that the last 9 MCQs (outta 30) were shaded in less than 10 secs? o.O Alrighty, Lady Luck was obviously on my side because I got 16 in the end (out of which 3 were tikum-ed) :X so yeah, 45.5 marks was the overall lah. sucks ttm I know :S

GG freaked me out the most! :S My hands turned really really cold while awaiting for GG to return us the scripts. Eeeeew! Was and am still disappointed. K, passed my essay but flunked my compre as usual. But the ironic thing's that essay's tougher than compre. shit. I think I really suck :S Eeeeeek! Did really badly for GP :( got an E :S

Haha. Blah blah blah. I can't remember what happened for the rest of Wed :X LOL. I can't remember what happened on thurs too :X goodness :/ My memory's failing me :(
Eh, But I do remember what happened on Fri :D Hoho. Okay, Daddy was on leave so I got a free ride to school. Yay :D But then there was traffic conjestion on the expressway so it wasn't an express journey afterall (for that day only :X) OMG. A HUGE LORRY AND A MOTORCYCLE WERE BY THE ROADSIDE AND OBVIOUSLY A HUMAN WAS COVERED WITH WHITE PLASTIC-LIKE STUFF (i.e. the person's dead and it's obviously the motorcylist :S) ZZZ. freaked me out like anything because I've never seen anything like that in real-life before :S scary! then Daddy told me stuff which freaked me out even more :S Okay, math lecture was kinda demoralising. Goodness, 5 more battles to go :S zzz. PW-ed afterwhich. Yikes, the clique went for breakfast w/o me! :'( BOOHOO! :X LOL. But it's okay, CHIA GUAT promised to bring me along next time :D HOHO! :P :) LALALA!

Daddy sent me to whitesands on Sat morning for PW meeting. Went home to mug PW afterwhich. HAHA. Ah Mah came :) TV-ed with her the whole day :P LOL. Hee. Nothing much happened on Sat. Oh oh, Daddy's curry has improved already :P LOL. but too spicy for me! :X LOL. He asked me to drink SOY SAUCE. LOL LOL LOL! He meant soy bean drink actually :X OMG. AHAHAHAHA.

Er, I can't remember what I did on Sunday eh. Besides the fact that I didn't touch my lappie at all, read magazine, did chinese essay, sneezed the entire day blah. I guess that was all lah. Haha. Oh, I watched Letters From Iwo Jima but couldn't hold out till the show ended because it ran for 3hours and 15 mins (till 0115 on Monday) o.O HAHA. Slept.

Ah, then came Monday (today). LOL. I woke up at 0730 by Daddy's sms. He asked me to tell my Mummy and Bro not to jaywalk because 6000+ people were already caught :/ Ah, as usual, couldn't get back to sleep so I read magazine and watched TV :P LOL. Till afternoon sia. HAHA :X Damn slack. Then played with my hula hoop. LOL. I realise how bad I am at that now. :P HAHA. Bathed and headed to Tampines with Mummy. Eeeeew! What a bad trip! :( Urgh! Saw a pretty dress from Topshop but she wouldn't let me buy even if I suggested paying for it! :S ZZZ! Okay, I was moody luh. Eeeew. Think I'm having PMS :S Sian. Journey back home sucked too! Memories came flooding back once again and they made me tear :'( Damn Damn Damn! I thought I was alright already neh... SHIT! Aiya, IDK what was I thinking luh. Stew-pid!

I'd better stop here. It's already 2351. Gonna pack my stuff for tomorrow soon. And OMG. There's interview for OGL tml too :S urgh! think student council's the ones conducting the interview, so yeah, double urgh!

Goodnight world! Keep tagging k! :D HAHA. Oh, Daddy complained that life's unfair because I had holiday today even though I'm not an Indian :X :P LOL. He joked that only Indians can celebrate Deepavali and go on holiday o.O HAHA! LAURUYAN JUST SAID SHE MISSES ME :P HEHEHE :P

BTW, I SPENT MY ALLOWANCE ON BOF DVD AND I GOT CHEATED SIA! AS%&%^D&^&*HY&~! :X

TAG REPLIES:

Gabriel: HEY HEY! UPDATED ALR! :) haha. Gab the arsonist! :X I'll promise not to phone the police :X HEHE! I see! I used to change my blogskin weekly but got lazy :X HEHE! :P

Ruyan: EH WHAT! HAHA. Wanna read my essay? I'll lend it to you. It's comic relief lah. HAHA! :) WOMAN! I miss you too! HEHE! :) Hey hey hey! all the best tomorrow k? :D jiayou oh! LOL. I bu she de tear the plastic wrapping of BOF sia. HAHA. OMG. It's super duper nice right? now you know why I slacked one week of my june hols away :P HOHO! M is for memories, not menses! LOL. :X

Xinyi: Hey nugget! yeah, I heard from chia guat that the pages went on to thousands :S Hang in there alright? :) We can do this! Jiayou jiayou! Sensitive topic soon? :) plus dvds and popcorn! :D

Yuyin: YYY! HAHA. glad you'd a great day with Ry today :) Hehe. And all the best for your results smarty pants! :D Hee. meet up soon! YAY! :) Hehe and thanks for keeping my tag board alive! :D

Wanling: Hey girl! Thanks for tagging! Stay happy and crazyyyyy! tc too! ;D

Two More Shocks To Go

2009-10-13T22:17:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

First things first, I just wanna say that PW really drains my energy. OMG. Redrafting is a chore but you have no choice but to do it because it's (as usual) "dripping with red ink" (Ms Lai, 2009) :X HAHA! Alright, I just spent like hours on my part. Damn, it has really proven that I'm a complete idiot at using computer :S ZZZ! One word: SLOW!

Ah, I've gotten back 4 papers alr, so that means 2 more to go. How sad, I'm gonna start my day tomorrow, barely fully awake I suppose, with Chem tutorial :S and later on in the day, I'll be getting back GP I think :S OMG. I bet I'm gonna have butterflies in my stomach. Shit! I dread going to school tomorrow actually D: Eeeeew!

Math was a total piece of shit, IDK what went wrong but I didn't do well D: Was really really really really super duper sad when I got back the papers yesterday. Fine, I got a C.

Econ was difficult and I knew for sure it's gonna be a goner and as expected, I didn't do well, again. Got an S. Ah, but someone ought not to run us down like always. Damn her! :X So what if her other students from one of the best classes in school did better (like DUH! o.O) but still, bleh! bleh! bleh! :P

OMG OMG OMG! I GOT AN A for chinese! :X HAHA! with my short crappy essay! :P LOL. okay, I'm proud of myself :P Reading "Ba Ba De Hua'er Luo Le" the night before saved me a little :P Hee.

Oh, I tried calling my parents at about noon with the intention of telling them but both didn't pick up. LOL. Checked my phone after Phy lecture and saw 6 messages from Mummy. LOL. She got worried as she thought something bad happened to me :X HAHAHAHAH. showed my pee buddy and we laughed like mad! :X

Ah, I'm so so so so proud of my class for improving so much for Phy! :) Hee. Congrats to all my friends who had improved a lot a lot or did really awesome this time! :) Hee. Okay, I got a C for phy :P tonnes of careless mistakes. I'd kick myself in the butt if it would help me get a B :/ ZZZ! Bleh! Shoot! Bang! :S

Haha. Okay. I'm gonna stop blogging alr. Probably gonna finish reading the book :) Hee. Bye world! Bless me for tomorrow k? :S

TAG REPLIES:

Ruyan: How's your day woman? I HAD SUBWAY JUST NOW :X Eh, I haven't watched Phobia 2 yet :S OMG. my shopping trip was a complete failure last fri :/ AHHHH! I WANT THOSE SHOES FROM MARTINA PINK :( eeek! eh! meet up soon! dinner tomorrow perhaps? :) Loves!

Bro: eeeew, don't use that monster's name to tag my pretty little board! :X eeek! I wanna watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni also leh! You're like chionging it now while I'm mugging PW :S Unfair! :P lend me kkkkkk? :P I don't mind if you wanna get dvds for BOF! HEEEEEEEE :D

Meizhen: Hi sweetie pie! awwwwww, thanks! Hey, how's prep for O's? All the best k? jiayou and keep up your good work alright! :D

Gabriel: GAB! BURN DOWN HIS HOUSE! GO GO GO! :X Haha. hey hey! thanks for the shout out! awwww, it's the first I've received in my entire life! :) Haha! yi bei kopi! :X LOL. Ah, I'm fine alr. Hmm, my parents and bro fought on sat night. I just sat and looked blankly :S :X See you tomorrow dudeeeee!

Athena: Li Li Wen! LOL. Thanks! :P SHY! :X HAHAHA! I need you to keep tagging! so it's okay if you spam! :D Hehe. ya, your big name was there! :D haha. see you tommorow! :)

Cherilyn: PEE BUDDY! HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :) congrats girl! You've made so much improvements in your grades! good job! G-double O-D J-O-B goodjob *clapclap* goodjob! :D Heeeeeee! see you tomorrow! :)

Xinyi: GOOD NIGHT NUGGET! (it's 10pm plus plus alr) :P Hee. LOL. :D gu jun pyo~ ! and ji hoo~ ! OMG!!!! :P AHHHH! haha. see you tomorrow girl! :)

Benny: The ceiling? LOL. I still remembered this lame answer! :X HeeHee. how're you dude? good? :) Hee! all the best for o's k? :D Jiayou!! meet up with ruyan them soon k? Hee

Yuyin: YYY! that's awesome! how were your other papers? You smartie! confirm will do well! hang out soon alright! :) All the best for your last paper! :) Heehee

Damn!

2009-10-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

Damn. What an end to a supposedly wonderful day.
No peace at home. Shit. :(
Hate this. Plus another insensitive person pissed me off :/

SP- Sit & Pray

2009-10-05T22:53:00.006+08:00

Greetings world,

Hey, I'm over and done with promos. God, they seriously don't rock at all. IDK how or what my fate's gonna be like. My gut feeling tells me that the outlook ain't very positive :S Anyway, I've tried my best, sacrificed for it so yeah, all I can do now is to sit and pray.

Anyway, we celebrated freedom by playing a round of (IDK why but super slowwwww and boring Bang!) with the nice nice people :) HAHA. then lunched at BK, then back to nugget's house to watch dvd + do stuff :P LOL. not bad lah, at least I'd company for freedom! :) and Muthu is damn cute please! HOHO. <3 these people rock my school life!

I wanna say hi to Cherilyn, Mabel, Xinyi, Gabriel, Athena, Cassandra, Shawn, Joanne! HIIIIIIII! :X LOL. damn lame! but nevermind! :P

and I wanna say helloooooo~ to LauRuYan, Jonglian, Grace, Jorene, JayHan ,Kellynn, Vanessa, Lester, Jasmine, Millie, Meizhen, Yuyin, Weelun, Ms Chang etc etc.

and and I wanna wish all my friends who are in the midst of their exams, or preparing for exams blah, all the best and jiayouuuu! :)

Haha, I know I'm damn lame now. But yeah, can't help it! :P lameness rocks my world! :) heee! At least I know there are so many angels in my life! :) sweeeet!

Okay, I'm gonna stop here lest this becomes neverending :X Oh, I played my violin just now! HAHA. noise pollution! :P my fingers hurt now :/ and damn! I can't wait to slack with part-of-the-clique tomorrow and shopping and hanging out with mates (soon)! I want to read too! Not my notes obviously! :P

K BYE!

p.s. Don't be sad if your name ain't listed because you know I'll still say hi in one way or another if I can :P HEEEEEE!

THE Obstacle

2009-09-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

This shall be my last post till the end of promos. I'm so darn scared and tensed now now now D: goodness.This is so much worse than O levels. ZZZ. anyway, gotta go! byeeee!

ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY BESTIES, MY SWEET CLIQUE, THE REST OF MY PERFECT CLASS AND ALL OTHERS WHOM I KNOW FOR THE PROMOS. JIAYOU PEOPLE! LET'S DO THIS! <3

Seventeen Ain't So Sweet

2009-09-17T17:58:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

Yay, I'm like feeling so much better alr. Think along the lines of not having to be jealous or sad or mad :D It's just kinda unbelievable that I actually stayed so strong and mighty :) Hee, so kudos to me? :X My besties and friends are gonna be so damn proud of me :) teehee.

Anyway, 13more days to promos. God, it's super scaryyyyy! Got so much homework too D: just wasted 30mins on facebook :X Ah, did I mention that half my pony tail's like gone? Got snipped off yesterday, it wasn't entirely the hairdresser's fault though :X Didn't make myself clear :X Grow, hair, grow! HAHA :) LOL. AMAZING! cherilyn's hair dries in 5mins! LOL. super funnyyyyy!

Yay, meeting my general for dinner tomorrow night :) loads to say! HAHA. anyway, I really hope I can meet my friends real soon! HAHA, I'm gonna date them out after promos! Hope they'll be freeeeee :D hoho.

Oooops, but then my PW teacher mentioned that we gotta rush PW like crazy after promos since we're not doing much right now. But he urged us to do our parts asap but not at the expense of our promos obviously. Anyway, school sucks. Not the building but the work and stress. Luckily 09S411 and other friends are there! HAHA.

K, gotta go! Byeeeeeeeee!

Memoirs

2009-09-11T12:09:00.005+08:00

Greetings world,

Damn fb; it's so slow!!!! I'm uploading the photos taken in lieu of grace's 17 :)
Ah, was browsing through old photos too. I don't know how I'm feeling right now but I know I'm thinking of him. Of course not about all the mean stuff but those happy memories lah :/

Sian, anyway, it's raining now. I feel like sleeping! D: but obviously cannot ah. Alarms don't work for me well anymore. I'll just keep snoozing :S so yea, can't sleep. Anyway, I really hope to complete what I wanna do for the day. Yes, go Denise go!

Oh, I dreamt of my grandfather. Think I'll give aunt call later. Miss them.

K, gotta go! Bye!

A Million Bucks

2009-09-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

Greetings world,

I'm feeling better already. Thank you people! :)
I've decided to be nice and not be so mad at all those stuff. I didn't expect myself to feel like that but yeah, the feeling just came naturally. I thought I'd be pissed and mad for like the longest period of time :X

I promised Dionne I wouldn't cry if I went to the marketplace at cityhall. told her she could whack me if I cry :X Anyway, it's her birthday tomorrow! 9-11! :) <3 May spongebob bless dionne! :) Heh.

Met JayJay before tuition today. OMG. JayJay darl (he called me that! aiya, just playplay de. pssst! ruyan's his darl too :P) made me speed-walk through citylink! inconsiderate! LOL. Dude, do you have any idea how far the stupid durian is? :X HAHA. anyway, passed him his gift. SHIT HAPPENS. :) I robbed him of 8bucks too :X As in, he offered to treat me ice-cream, see, my bestie's so sweet :) LOL. he ought to, if not, he'll die! :X And I found a way to get to tuition from esplanade. wapiang, damn tiring! :X Made it on time :P

OMG, I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET BESTIES AND FRIENDS SOOOOOOON! <3 CAN'T WAIT! CAN'T WAIT!

K lah, gotta go do hw alr. Damn damn nice! (as if!) I'll try not to cry, I promise! Bye worldddddd!

Momentum

2009-09-10T02:19:00.005+08:00

Greetings world,

090909's a memorable day for me; it's a day which I realised how blessed I actually am.

I've got an army of my own, who wouldn't be jealous?
Ah, my army's a special one; not one that's armed with weapons and what-nots but one in which it comprises of people who love me sincerely and are willing to stand by me, no matter what come may, no matter how tough the going gets. They stomp the ground homogeneously and timely; each and everyone strong and mighty!

To all of you, with love! <3

Stabbed, right smack at the heart

2009-09-08T21:45:00.008+08:00

Greetings world,

I thought I wouldn't cry, I thought I've become strong, I thought I'm alright...

I shouldn't have gone to cityhall before tuition; within say 5mins, I thought you were a stranger to me, not a complete one but one which I knew since primary school. What an irony, say readers of my post.

IDK what's going on, IDK how your mind works, IDK anything.
I just feel painful all the time, not physically but yeah, you get it.

It's really awful; have you ever felt so alone and can like cry all the way back from Bugis? IDK. I tried very very hard to fight back my tears but to no avail :'(((((((((((((((

I didn't dare go home because my nose was red and my eyes swollen :'((((
Didn't dare, because I know Daddy will ask and probe :'(
Mummy texted and called because she was worried.
Guess what? I lied to her that I was on the way back when I was actually downstairs.
I think my parents' hearts are aching right now, probably just as bad as mine :(

I ought to let go, but I don't have the courage to, I can't bear to and I know I'm so gonna regret if I do. Maybe you'll delete this post? IDK IDK IDK. I know nothing right now.

Nothingness. All I feel is misery and pain. Excruciating pain :'(((((((((((((((

"Continue Crying", said you.

What Goes Around Comes Around

2009-09-02T00:07:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

I've been super duper slack the entire day. Just felt very sleepy and not motivated.
I thought I wouldn't shed a single tear today but unfortunately, I didn't manage to hold till the day ends. ZZZ.

Gotta go study alr. ZZZ.

Bye, world.

P.S. I love 09S411 (most of the time) <3
and I really really hope I'll pull through all these shit :/
A million, a zillion, and one thing on my mind... It's gonna explodeeeeeeee :/

Speechless

2009-08-31T15:08:00.002+08:00

Greetings world,

IDK why but my previous post had been removed apparently without my acknowledgement. Wonder who did that :/ I'd love to find out. or what did that? Not many people know my password for stuffs :/ ZZZ. Or perhaps firefox thought my entry wasn't fit enough for viewing :/

Anyway, as usual, life sucks. Hesitated whether or not to visit nv but yeah, went back without my mates :/ sucks. Anyway, school was quite fun today. As in, at MJC. :X HAHA.

Ah, IDK lah. Don't really feel like updating today.

To the special someone, I wish you were like beforeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Bye, world.

Take Me Away

2009-08-26T20:48:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

Ah, mighty denise has taken ill. A mixture of sickness; stomach flu, diarrhoea, runny nose, sore throat, cough etc etc. Had 2days' mc but went to school today. Joined clique for breakfast at Mc. Me didn't eat hashbrown (though I'd loveeee to) :/

Danced to Insomnia for a whole period. God, it was so tiring D: Finished my homework blah alr. I'm revising phy now. Gotta revise Chem SPA tml too.

SUCKS TTM.
EVERYTHING SUCKS!
HATE ALL THESE SHIT!

ROAR!

IDK WHY BUT MY LIFE'S LIKE SO DAMN PATHETIC PLEASE.
GROSS SHIT.
GAY SHIT.
PLUS WHTEVER SHIT THERE IS ON EARTH.

Muted Chatterbox

2009-08-21T17:06:00.001+08:00

Greetings world,

In the school library now. Going for band practice soon alr. Goodness, muggng session was such a failure. couldn't even complete one chapter of physics.

Eeeek, I hate facebook sometimes! Yucks. D: blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!

Bye. Don't wanna blog already. Tag the board aye, thank you people (if there are any)
Me wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyy!

P.S. BESTIES (JL, GRACE, RUYAN, JAYHAN) SEE YOU PEOPLE SOON KKKKKKKKKK? plus apunaenae TAN YONG JIA TOO...............

With Love

2009-08-17T18:59:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

Ah, for a moment, there's something to rejoice about. Ahah. All four tests down (and screwed). Gonna fix my eom's links before taking a bath and starting on my pile of work. Need to plan revision blah too, but hey, I've always been a sucker at planning such stuff D: God, IDK how siaaaaa! :( If only someone could plan for me... If only.. Haha.

Ah, baby wasn't in town the past weekend. So yeah, he couldn't accompany me home on sat night. He's back now alr. HAHA. I left him a zillion smses :P hee. Ohman, baby seems to be missing in action siaaaaa! though he gave me a superbly short but sweet sms today. managed to see his message before math test! HEE :) skinny pig grace gan was teasing me though :P haha.

K lah, gotta go alr. it's 1905 alr! godddddd, so fasttttttt! Bye!!!!

p.s. Baby, when will I ever see youuuuuuuuuuu???? <3<3<3 To you, with love...

Roundabout

2009-08-13T18:37:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

One happy thing today! I've cleared my eom alr! wheeeee! :) and I limited myself to reading only a chapter of the storybook! :P

Gonna go study already! gotta study for tomorrow's tests. Photo-taking session and funfestique and band tomorrow after all stuff related to academic.

Don't know when will I see apunaenae patricktanyongjia D: he's busyyyyyyyy! hope he'll work at the cityhall outlet this sat night! then at least there's a little hope of him going home with me after tuition! heheheh :P <3

Bye, world!

p.s. Wish that my charmer and I could catch the sun set ever so beautifully... <3

Operation Fight-On!

2009-08-12T20:24:00.005+08:00

Greetings world,

One word. Wow.

Goodness, had it not been for the principal's talk this afternoon, I wouldn't have known how little time there actually is left till promos D: Ah, she was so so so scary. I'm really scared now. All those talk about failing forward and backward, the deep dark hole blah. Ahhh! It really made me feel so bad lah. Like I haven't been really giving my all for my studies blah :/ Yeah, it's that bad. Made my friends and I didn't feel like going for funfestique too D:

K lah, gotta go.

Bye world.

Cement

2009-08-11T23:40:00.002+08:00

Damn damn sian. ZZZ. My mind just wouldn't be good and stay focused today, the whole day. Bad mind bad mind!

ZZZ. Kinda had wishful thinking and hopes the entire day. Like so eeeek! I should have known better. Yes.

Ah, the wall's my bestest friend today.

Bye! Gotta go. Hate nonsensical stuff ttm. Darn!

p.s. Happy Birthday, Jonglian sweetie <3

Innocence

2009-08-08T01:03:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

HAHA. YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! MET BABY LAST NIGHT! WENT TO FIND HIM AT HIS PLACE! <3<3<3 :) :) :) Heeeeee! Heeeeeeeee! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! He got me gifts too! oh man~ !!! Ahhhhh. HAHA. LOL. that silly pig! heheh!

Ah, I'm almost done with fixing my EOM. Got home at 2300. Was out today. Kinda slacked it away and am regretting a little now. But yeah, what's done can't be undone. Gonna make it up and compensate! Already set my alarm at 0830 :P though I'll probably snooze till about 9? :P

Lotsa work to do. Nat day celebration at school was such a failure. They made us watch some crap movie. Went to the washroom then to the canteen with Cas to buy snacks. HAHA. We smuggled food into the hall :P LOL. Not like we were the only ones but yeah, many many sneaked off to the canteen after we did :X HAHA.

Tuition tomorrow. Maybe currychicken's gonna go nat library to study with me after my GP tuition and before my math tuition? Haha. See how it goes tomorrow. LOL. IDK what I wanna wear tomorrow o.O Ah, I need new clothes D: Gotta go hunt for gifts too :P

I've got so so so so so so much to do! D: the list will grow by tomorrow night due to tuition homework blah! :(

THINGS TO DO (yet):
-study chem and ionic equilibria
-study Mathematical Induction, Summation & M.O.D, Recurrence and Integration
-do physics tutorial
-re-attempt ionic tut questions 7 and 8 (part2)
-do my part for WR
-alkanes tuturial

Ah, went to the school portal to check results for MYE. goodness, it's like so sucky that the grades were so bad D: really bad. The worst in my entire life. D: but yeah, didn't expect to find out that so many others didn't perform well :/ Ah, IDK lah. Sucks so much. I need to focus and work hard already. Promos are coming in like less than two months! I'm nowhere near qualified to move on to the next level I think D: :( so damn demoralising please!

ROAR! K lah, gotta go already. Don't know when will be the next time I'll update. Probably soon? Or perhaps not? IDK. It all depends aye.

By the way, I miss my old friends like damn a lot, especially Jonglian, Jorene and JayHan them :( I can't imagine life without them (and of course this includes my family, baby and besties etc etc etc etc etc) :(

Bye, world.

p.s. It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry!

Elmo's Mad Apple

2009-08-04T21:29:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

Almost done with e-learning for Alkanes. God, I fell asleep halfway just now :X Ah, anyway, gotta do hw later as usual. Since when am I homework-less? :/ Ah, went to the library after school today. Thought of getting stationeries but changed my mind so borrowed a book instead :P

Ohman ohman ohman, I feel like going shopping! D: so tempted to go out D: but yeah, cannot lah :S I need to buy birthday gifts for my friends too. Owe so many gifts lah o.O :X school's been tiring. mugging hard? IDK about me eh, but could see some of my friends trying very hard. I shall give my best too, though it's easier said than done.
Promos are coming like damn damn soon. Tests blah too. GG! :X

ZZZ! don't feel like attending school lah. It can get really really bad. IDK but I feel that this term's worse than the previous one, which is an irony because I'd band pracs like everyday during the period prior to SYF :X Yay, no more netball games for P.E! I suck at that like ttm please. inactive :P but hey, at least there's hockey to look forward to! :P though I'll get back aches blah :P

Mundane lifestyle. Deprived of so many many things! :S Parents will say : Study hard, make sacrifices now and don't need to suffer so much later on in life. Ah, what's the basis for that claim? Can it really really really guarantee that? Noone knows. :/

Bye world. Need to get back to work :(

Charred

2009-08-01T01:03:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

what a week! tired, exhausted, stressed, freaked, and all things negative! I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life. Becoming more and more pessimistic with each second ticking away :/ Maybe too extreme but you know what I mean lah D:

I feel that I'm rather burnt out already and I have no idea how I can help myself D: life sucks, a lot a lot though I didn't really want to contend with this :(

Ohman, where's my baby and besties? :( haven't seen them since a zillion years ago :( kitty's birthday's coming too, really scared that I can't celebrate with her this year D: ohman.... yikes!!!

Freaked, totally

2009-07-27T19:45:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

Ohmygod! Teachers wanna meet my parents this sat D: if I'd gotten one more percent for econs, then things would have been different :S yikes, I didn't know that teachers consider subpasses as F's. :/ Okay, my midyear results suck big time. B, D, E, S, S, U are the kind of grades that I have :S Yucks, gross ttm! Time to move on and jiayou!

Eeeeeew! ulcers are so damn disgusting. I've got four now man. so painful! Prone to getting these sores. I'd usually tear the tissues on my lips/gums through violent brushing of teeth D: HAHA! see, told you guys that I'm man already :X LOL. but I know of a person who's even more man than I am. :X can't say as she's not of our age group. Two mad ladies were screaming at us today. zzz ttm! haha. :X

Anyway, I'm hitting the books/assignments soon. Just did math and physics stuff online. the econs elearning stuff wouldn't work. and I don't feel like printing out the exemplar. approximately 20 pages sia! :S

Oh, had my first ever tuition last sat. scary! met a girl from my monday P.E group at GP tuition. we found each other very familiar. Hee. Then had math tuition with Dionne and another guy from S403. Hahaha. good to have people that I know :P anyway, I was super duper hungry by the time tuition ended as it was already 2130! late alr neh! Went to 7-11 to get the capsule. HAHA! I GOT MR SMALL AND LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE! :) hehe.

Ah, tomorrow's gonna be a long long day. important stuff to do tomorrow. Haha. Kinda nervous. Anyway, baby could be coming tomorrow night! :D I miss that apunaenae! :X Haha. He's my charmer. Hee. Oh Oh, yesterday was exactly 8months since he first dated me out! :X LOL! :P HAHA. and he wouldn't let me off last night till he heard what he wanted to hear from me. LOL! that apunaenae! :P anyway, being the nice and sweet me, I sent him a surprise message this morning. WAHAHA! :D

OHMYGOD, I TOLD MY MUMMY SOMETHING I'D FOUND OUT TODAY! D: :X I COULDN'T HELP IT :X

K lah, shall blog another time. gotta go! it's 2000 alr! byeeeeee! Oh ya! Wish xinyi comes back to class soon! I miss her lameness and loudness. HAHA! :P get well soon girl! Even though you may not see this at all :X HAHA. go go go, 09S411! HEHE.

Melted

2009-07-22T01:09:00.007+08:00

Listening to soundtracks of Boys Over Flowers and still stuck at GP outline. Man, I just put one of the songs on repeat mode. It's really nice though kinda emo. Ah, suits the current me big time.

Logged into fb just now. My friends talked to me.Besties gave me moral support to go through whatever I had to. Really needed that. Thanks girls for everything. Iloveyou girls lots lots lots. Though I didn't say what was wrong with me, you girls could probably read my mind I guess. That's the power of love between besties. Besties are called besties for a reason. Idk why but yeah, I really miss you girls a lot a lot a lot :'(

I wish I've got wings so that I could spread them, soar and fly. Fly freely, without boundaries......

Idk what's gotten into me but I feel so hopeless right now... Argh! D:

Keep Holding On

2009-07-21T22:24:00.001+08:00

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend,
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah!

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on...
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Jolted

2009-07-12T19:31:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

I've just submitted the EOM to my ST. Hope it's okay. Yikes, I've spent so many hours on it lah. Crossing my fingers! :/ Ah, I'm like so damn dead. Gotta do my assignments after I'm done blogging. Damn. Mummy signed me up for tuition already. GP and math on saturdays. Damn expensive please. God, imagine how much money I helped my parents save throughtout my entire 17.5 years without tuition?! :X

Anyway, band's resuming tomorrow. Mixed feelings. Feel like playing clarinet especially since I didn't really practise a lot during the june hols :X but scared that Ms Sia will chase me outta band room :P LOL. Band fiesta's this coming sunday. Hope people will come support me! :P Haha. Will text my nv bandmates once I know the details :P and I've asked my family too. Maybe they'll come! :P Haha. Yikes, baby's not coming D: That pig! Oink!

Damn, it rained last night. Curry chicken and I cabbed to the National Museum from Raffles City Shopping Centre. With some stupid extra charges, the bill came up to one which totally screams cheat! :S haha. My future ambition's to be a tai-tai! LOL. Will post the photos soon. Waiting for her to upload. Yikes, I hope my camera's fineeeee! :S I really love my camera man! D: Oh, I wore heels yesterday. Ain't considered as killer heels but still, they gave me 2 blisters :/ Haha. Wonder when will I get to wear my white killer heels! :P HAHA! Man, I wanna go shop!

Alrighty, I know it's random but yeah, I'm gonna stop here already. By the way, I'm so gonna flunk my entire MYE. :( It's so damn sad please. Roar! Bleh, gonna watch Harper's Island's finale tonight at 10pm! At least there's something for me to look forward to :D Haha. Baby's like so damn busyyyyyyy! He lives in the world of Dota! :/ Blehhhhh!

Goodbye, world!

p.s. Charmer, I miss you! D:

MAN!

2009-07-11T17:17:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

PW sucks. It's taking so much time! Started on eom but haven't finished. Listening to 7th night of july now. ohman! I miss mr tan! D: anyway, gotta go prepare already. Meeting currychicken later on! She dated me out! Haha. :P

Bye world!

p.s.Iloveyou

Frozen

2009-07-05T23:22:00.004+08:00

Denise is speechless. Perhaps, certain things would be better if left unsaid. It wouldn't make a difference, anyway. I don't know, I really don't.

Abstruse, with a tinge of heartache and disappointment. Just like how different substances make up a cocktail, I feel totally mixed-up.

I'd love to at least see some efforts being put in..
Everyone's busy, nobody's an exception.

ROAR!

Bye, world.

The Power Of Love

2009-07-05T00:02:00.022+08:00

Greetings world!

Spent my friday in school for an hour, made two new friends :D hah. then off I went to meet besties. Cheers to ice age! ohman, I loveeeeee that movie lah! super nice! MUST-WATCH! :D went shopping with besties! hee. got myself a dress, a pair of ear studs and two pairs of socks D: like what kind of shopping spree is that man? no kick de! o.O but nevermind. haha. finally got to meet up with besties eh! heheheh :)

Ah mah came today! :) hehe. accompanied her to the coffeeshop downstairs for lunch. her favourite food's dried kway teow :D haha. Watched tv with her too. happy! Bathed then went to meet batchmates at serangoon. ohman, i loveeeeee my batchmates! :D heehe. omg ah, it's like a reunion! hehe. played pig game. haha. it's fun, so long as you don't continue like for hours :X haha. I'm a level one pig :/ lol. haha. ohmygoodness, peiyu's little sister is so adorable lah! she loves to go: 'ALAMAK!' :X ahaha. lol. royston ended up in TAF club siaaaa! :X totally unbelievable! lol. sandwich ten-cent coin! LOL. Jayhan's known as bang bang now because that monster's got bangs! :X LOL! damn funny. haha!

Ah, emo kiddo me again! :S sighs. how I wish everything will be smooth-sailing each day, without ups and downs. But hey, what's life without ups and downs? :/ Ahhhh!

Think I'm gonna practise clarinet and read tomorrow. Haven't been sticking to initial plans. Haha. Ain't sure whether I'll go look for godsis and godmama tomorrow leh :S I miss yeye too D:

Adieu world, I think I'm gonna go watch videos alr. My back's been hurting the entire day. Painkillers don't work at all :S Woke up with a terrible headache today too :/ don't know what's wrong with me :S no matter what I consume, I'll get diarrhoea :S gah!

Poignance*

2009-07-03T01:07:00.003+08:00

Greetings, world.

MYE is offcially over. I mean over. This has been my worst ever major examinations, yet. D: Not looking forward to the revelation of results, though :( Prepared to let my tutors phone my parents alr. (4months in MJC = worse than whole of sec4, maybe worse than sec3&4 added together!)

Anyway, met Dionne and JianJun after chem paper. Haha. Headed for sushi spread at whitesands. LOL. Buffet is so not my thing lah :S but nonetheless, had a fun fun time with them. hee. Wanted to catch ice age three initially so we walked to ehub. Didn't manage to watch because we missed the slot and were unwilling to wait for the 1945 slot :X Haha. Took bus 21 to Tampines. HAHA! MET MAH-BEE! hehe :X LOL. something hilarious happened on the bus. Hee. *FLASH WHITE TEETH* :X teehee. just walked around and camwhored a little before heading home. Home sweet home at 2130.

Yikes, need to report to school at 1200 on friday noon. WTH. It's supposed to be a holiday leh! :S and everybody's like soooooooo busy. can't even date anyone out! D: Feel like going shopping but I really hate to go out alone :S Think I'll go home after the NE rep meeting :S Denise shall be disciplined; practise clarinet, read a book, help daddy mop the floor and nap! :P LOL. think I'll watch tv and log into facebook too :X Haha. But I'm lazy to charge my lappie. I'm using it now but the battery's low now. LOL. :P

ANYONE WANNA DATE ME OUT FOR SHOPPING AT TOWN? OR MOVIE? PLEASE GIVE ME A CALL YEA :D

Hmph! Got to adapt to life without meeting P that often though I miss him like tonnes tonnes tonnes :S He's busy like a bumblepig lah! :S Even got a once-a-week job at a sentosa :S See, he's got no time anymore! D: Sighs sighs sighs sighs ~

Oh, as usual, denisebay injured herself again. Ah, people who know me will find this kind of situation totally me! :X Not that I'm happy that I'm always hurting, but yeah, at least people will remember this cute point about me :X HAHA! ohmygod..........................

Adieu. Shall update again soon.

*If there's such a word :X

Six Feet Under

2009-06-28T21:57:00.001+08:00

Greetings world.

I'll not be blogging till MYE ends.

Bye.

p.s. disgraced heart :'(

One By One

2009-06-20T11:40:00.000+08:00

Greetings world,

Stressed about PW right now. Damn! I don't know where to start sia. Sighs.

I miss PatrickTan (apu-nae-nae TAN :X) a lot now ah :S He's off to Pulau Ubin right now D: Hope that sotong will be real real careful aye :S Haha. Was at baby's place yesterday. LOL. He introduced another show to me T.T Hahaha. ohmygod, I actually thought of smuggling his bolster and blanket home :X HAHAHAH! :P

Oh man, I miss besties too D:

eeeek, I've planned out today's to-do list. Hope I'll be able to stick to it aye :P Haha.

Pray hard school holidays will be extended :P

Bye world.

My Medication

2009-06-18T23:35:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

Denise had a fun but tiring day out with currychicken. Went swimming at anchorvale then lunch-study trip at yoshinoya. Haha. Ain't very productive for me though :S Failed to do math practice questions again. Finished another chapter of chem :D Haha. see, it's chem again o.O Bleh. Camwhored. Haha.

Denise misses baby a lot :S He said he'll phone me later :P HAHA.

Denise misses band too. Listening to Macchu Picchu now. Put it on 'repeat' mode. Haha. I miss my seniors! D: ohman, I'll never forget the syf period :/ HAHA!

Adieu people. Gotta go do stuff already. Busy like a bumblepig. :P much much loves! Do keep my tagboard alive oh! Heee. Thanks ah!

Operation Can't-Take-It

2009-06-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

Forget the greetings this time round!

ROAR!

DENISEBAY IS PISSED NOW!
SHE HATES IT TTM! D:<

ROAR!

The Best Damn Thing

2009-06-16T20:26:00.006+08:00

Greetings, world! Hey Hey Hey~

OHMYMAMA! Denise finished watching 'Boys Over Flowers' in 6days! :D HAHA! ohmygosh! I loveeeeee the show neh! :/ Heeeeee~ okay, I watched episode 25 this afternoon, thought there were still some more episodes because it didn't feel quite like the last episode :/ became flustered when I couldn't find episode 26 :/ Called baby up to clarify and LOL ttm, there wasn't even episode 26 aye o.O Sotong me :/ HAHA. but NEH-mind. teehee. happy happy :D

Went for study trip with currychicken yesterday at esplanade. HAHA. gave baby a surprise. teehee :P fun fun day. LOL. my prawn's called John. :X LOL. something funny happened to her :X hahaha. I prefer firebird to cheesybird :P hee. fantasized about my perfect wedding last night! HAHA :P My cinderella scene! lalala~ !

yikes, I don't really enjoy studying now :S math sucks big time now :/ eeeeek! practically, all jc work sucks :S gah! gotta buck up and mug, just like what gracegan said :/ sian ttm!

Doubly, triply Yikes, baby's going to pub with his friends tonight :S eeeeeeeeeeeeek! :/ Hope he doesn't drink too much :/

Adieu world, I wanna go bathe then do work already. teehee. though I feel it's like a chore! gah! anyway, I was good today. I mopped the entire house for the first time. Mummy asked what's wrong with me aye :/ See me no up! (direct translation from mandarin; kan bu qi wo) :X HAHA! byebyebye~

Evolution

2009-06-13T21:26:00.005+08:00

Greetings world!

Denise went to town with her baby on wednesday! lalala! happy happy! :D watched 'Dance Subaru' and ate at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao plus shopped at orchard. teehee. ohmygod, heeeeeeeeee :D <3 sweet sweet oh! lalala~ !

OHMYMAMA! I'm like addicted to the korean version of meteor garden. been watching like every single day :X LOL. I even stayed up through wed night to watch it neh. Slept at 0730 on thurs morning :X haha. I'm at episode 14 already :D HOHO. fast eh? Can you believe it? DENISEBAY IS WATCHING SHOWS! hahaha :P

Haha, Had band practice this afternoon. Saved myself from walking one big round to the main gate because Nicholas got Kit Meng to open the side gate. LOL. :P I saw wingwing walking to the main gate :X LOL. Being nice, I went to open the gate for my friends :D see, say denise is nice :X HAHA

LOL. currychick was a joke sia. she phoned me during band practice to ask the value of Potassium's Ar o.O HAHA. anyway, I miss crapping with besties :S ain't sure when will I see them again :/

Ms Sia tested us today eh. Phew, didn't screw up :P teehee. eeeee, she told me she's gonna check on NVSB. I told her I know :X LOL. I think she's really gonna vomit blood when she sees the band :S yikes! I'm so gonna return to nvsb someday. Watch free show :X HAHA. LOL. anyway, borrowed clarinet home to practise the pieces for band fiesta :P teehee. I loveeeeee mjcsb's clarinet section! coolio! :X teehee

rushed off to meet mummy after band today. LOL. Once again, I've proven that no one likes shopping with me :S sigh, what's wrong with people these days man? It's perfectly fine to be picky alright! :X HAHA!

Anyway, I'm gonna go bathe already. Gotta do PW and maybe some math/physics ? IDK why but then I've been super duper slack of late. :S shit, I don't wanna be slack but I just can't help it :/ Procrastination is lethal man :S DAMN DAMN DAMN! roar!

Adieu world! :P

My Own Little World

2009-06-05T11:26:00.004+08:00

Greetings, world.

Denise got a sweet surprise this morning. Sweetie P texted her first and she couldn't believe it initially :D wahaha! and and.. woohoo! ahem ahem. teehee :D <3. much much much love! :)

Denise got to meet her dear bestie lauruyan(jearelle) last evening for dinner at pastamania. she's a huge time pastamaniac please! :X LOL. she laughed at me because of my new cute specs o.O HAHA! anyway, gonna meet up with her and perhaps jonglian sweetie for shopping on sat :D can't wait! heh.

Denise came back from school 30minutes ago. It was such a klutz! Went to school for one period of econs. so wth! :S since I've taken allowance, I ought to go to school :X haha. mummy wouldn't let me pon :/

Lalala, Denise took a bus ride home with her senior Priscilla. hehe. Saw LittlemissDORA and ohMAN~deborah at the bus stop too. LOL. :D good to see them though dora said she hates me (in fact, I think she loves me :X ) HAHA. Gonna go practise clarinet already. Then I'll try and focus on doing work? ZZZ lah! plus, damn those ulcers! they are hurting so much can! D: maybe I'll google ulcers. haha :X

ohmygod! I MISS 4e2'08 ! I MISS AH SIAO COMPANY! JORENE GOH! SAW THIS? I MISS YOU GIRLS K D: and yay! fishy's birthday's coming! haha. I owe many people presents and gifts too :X HAHA

Alrighty, adieu world!

Hee Hee Hee

2009-05-30T10:41:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

cheers! denise is a happy little thing; she giggles to herself while thinking of ahem ahem! :X <3 ! wheeeeeeeee!

Yay, I can stay in clarinet section! wahaha :D borrowed my clarinet home last night. Had band practice. Yikes! the band was so empty without seniors D: and we're going for band fiesta in july. :P swing it! the big band showcase. lalala. must must must learn the scales alr :X absence of seniors = cannot cheat :X HAHA.

Okay, me's gonna go do research for gpp alr. damn damn damn! teacher said we must change the whole of C2 simply because he felt it wasn't feasible after seeking opinion from another PW teacher. wish us well dude! D:

Called Jay Jay up last night to wish him Happy Birthday! :P I can't wait for the catch-up-with-everyone-day! :D teehee! (I think it's more of like a gathering for 4e2'08 band peeps :X) LOL. anyway, will hunt for presents soon! Many people still owe me mine though :X wahaha!

All the best to ruyan and jonglian bestie for their concert! sorry girls, me can't make it :S Ahh, but I'm sure you girls will play your best aye! Loves! :D Jiayou oh!

Adieu world. Gotta go!

Procrastinate(and die)

2009-05-24T15:53:00.003+08:00

Greetings world,

Just as how bad lizards suck, similarly, the weather ain't anywhere near good too! ARGH! the weather's so warm! It's hypnotising me and this has been made worse by the mountain of undone work D:

Headed to the hospital, supposed to visit aunt but then the mundane checks and restricted visiting hours blah made my daddy, bro and I go there for nothing lah. Went back home, wanted to do work but ended up napping :S So sleepy :( Been really slack these days, I don't know why too :( Sighs.

Anyway, I've got four more econs essays plus don't know how many structured questions + GP revision + APGP tutorial + blahblahblah :( see, I'm practically drowning in work! :( Had chinese oral exam the other day and it wasn't good at all D: teacher commented and said I was rather soft and nervous. The convo was about maids o.O

Gah, me's gonna switch off the lappie and put it far far far away from me :( and I'm gonna avoid putting the jigsaw pieces together too. These are so god damn it distracting :( I loveeeee the picture of mickey&minnie in the jigsaw though; so sweet!

Was reading old posts and realised how pathetic my life has been of late :( I miss all the fun that I've had after o' levels . everything was so good lah, except for the part that my piggy bank was running dry due to excessive shopping and splurging :X

Anyway, bye world.

Fallen

2009-05-23T12:41:00.006+08:00

Greetings world,

The surge of feeling is kind of overwhemlming; I really really really miss P very much now :( Really hope that's he's fine right now. Ah.

Adieu, world.

Unjustified

2009-05-21T19:26:00.004+08:00

Greetings world,

I've got a million and one thing on my mind, yet, all of these are kept close to my heart. Wanted to call bestie RY up but guess I gotta postpone it again. :S Sighs, got so much to tell her!

Missing P too. Hope he's fine now. Yeahs.

K lah, gotta go now. Adieu.

Ode to Hell

2009-05-17T19:57:00.005+08:00

Greetings, world.

dB feels odd and towered, towered by all else, ceteris paribus.

Insignificance :'(

Mocktail

2009-05-15T00:24:00.005+08:00

Greetings world, I ought to be sleeping now as it's already 0024 :S Sadly, yours truly has got a million things on her mind and a zillion things to do (like duh!) :/ School's been pretty fun and tiring recently. Okay, not just recently but like every single day? :S Lots of things happened and I don't wish to elaborate. Hmmm, just feel jumbled up at times, especially when I'm alone. The mind just has to wander off for whatever reason there may be :/ It seems hard just to let it go blank for a little while D: Alrighty, this is absolutely not true when I attend chemistry lectures :X Haha. In conclusion, chem bonding suck ttm! I don't really enjoy chem lectures but I think my chem tutor's nice :D Hee. 'Now, now, NOW~ ! ' :X :X :X :X LOLS.

Made myself present for the last-minute NE rep meeting. LOL. I got high siaaaa! Like so fun! Can't wait to tell 09S411 peeps! :X Oh oh, I did pretty alright for my GP essay test. Cheers! GG commended me man. I was like in an ohmymama state :X Teehee. On the other hand, I flunked compre test like shit. It was on politics and I didn't even understand what the questions wanted o.O Anyway, mugged last minute for econs test and I am so not proud to say that I think I'll flunk it :S Ah, got a subpass for physics test :/ Guess what? The worst has yet to come. Monday's doomsday for me. :( Six feet under. Ah, how sad! A whole lot of chem and math to mug :( Goodness, life sucks more than ever right now!

Daddy's sent my phone for servicing already, haven't collected it back yet. I miss my sleek shiny phone. Haha. Like sickass sia! :S LOL. gah! gotta send my wallet for repair! :S Pray hard that Taka will allow me to repair or fix it at least :/ All because of my carelessness! Sighs! PIang piang piang; heartbreak! :S Kinda miss en en leh. Heard she's grown bigger again. LOL. and I owe her a hairband! That vain little girl! :X Haha <3 ! And I still miss that old porky :S It's been a miilion years since I last met him. Hais :S

Alrighty, guess I'll stop my rants for now. Gotta get back to work already. :( Wish I could turn back time! :/ Adieu!

Sometimes, I wish I'd never have to wake up and face the world.

Memory Lane

2009-05-10T20:29:00.016+08:00

Golden Grit

2009-05-09T02:08:00.003+08:00

Greetings world, okay, PI is finally over, which is of course an awesome thing!

But hey, I've got more important news to share! :) Teehee, MJCSB partook in the SYF central judging 2009 for concert bands and attained a Gold award! :D Cheers! Hee. and and and, for the first time, I actually went on stage with a Clarinet in hand :P Haha. Anyway, I've got tonnes of photos to upload lah :P Hee, and due to our success, Ms Sia and the exco organised a farewell-cum-BBQ session for us on friday :D LOL. It was so so so much fun lah! and not to forget, massive camwhoring sessions were carried out as usual :D

I'm so gonna miss my seniors ah! :S Things won't be the same without having them in band with us :S Oh man! My dearest seniors are : Isabelle (Belly), Gary (snoopy), Deborah (MAN!), Theodora (LittlemissDORA), Priscilla (the sengkangs), Yixiong (se xiong), Kathy (fishy)blahblahblah :D (p.s. I don't wanna leave clarinet section :X)

Porky to the rescue! LOL. so random. Anyway, I feel that I've got a huge huge huge crush on porky! :P Ain't sure when will I get to see him again. He's been busy like a bumblepig lately. Sleeping soundly right now. Haha :D <3!

And before I forget, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LAU RU YAN (JEARELLE) ! She's turned seventeen already, let's all wish her well k! :D Yay! Dinner later on with besties! :)

Alrighty then, I'd better get going. It's already 0229 Sat. Need to do chem tutorial already. My assignments are snowballing like there's no tomorrow and I've got freaking a lot of tests and idiotic projects! :S Adieu people!

Good Friday

2009-04-24T23:32:00.004+08:00

Greetings, world. Yours truly has just taken a bath and is going to start on her assignments soon. Haha. Okay, it's been almost a month since I last updated my dying blog :X Haha. Good Friday today sure is :P

NV's speech day this evening; 50dollars worth of popular vouchers! LOL. just what I need right now :/ :/ Rushed back to NV halfway through band practice. God, I feel so stupid right now thinking back. They told me to report at 4pm but they didn't officially start till about 5.30pm ? o.O anyway, I was sooooooo busy catching up with my friends! haha. damn talkative just now. guess what? batch mates reunited just now eh! Including the three of us! Goodness, I missed all of them like ohmygoodness ah! Finally got to meet up with JL! god, I actually gave her a huge hug and then teared afterwhich :P LOL. emozzzz! :S Haha. yay! cheers to chilling with them! Wahaha. Seriously, I don't know how life will be like without this bunch of peeps :/

JL and RY besties? Checked!
Super la-meeee Grace? Checked!
Monster JayHan? Checked!
Yuyin and Peiyu? Checked!
Royston the copycat? Checked!
Long-time-no-talk Benny? Checked!
Emoz Ian? Checked!

Haha, the above stated are some of my batchmates in nvband. :P Hoho. Ah, it's such a pity Grace wasn't there just now :S Sea-sea and da-da went back as well :P Ber them didn't though :/

Anyway, the speeches were god damn it boring. I wasn't even listening lah :X Haha. Told you already, I was talkative today :D Haha. Ms Lee had to hush us like so many times :P LOL. I didn't know what the choir was singing.Wasn't paying attention. Neither did I watch the modern dancers :X LOL. Clapped and cheered on the band. They played Der Vogelhandler o.O LOL. I actually clapped at the wrong time sia! Goodness, forgot that there were pauses in between the different 'segments' of the music :X Haha. Guess they sounded more decent than before? :P

Camwhored as usual (with teachers too) :X Our dear Mr Chan and Mrs Singh! Wheee! Haha. OHmymama! you should have seen Kailin! Damn funny eh she! She felt that her clothes weren't formal enough upon seeing the rest of us in school uniform so she swopped her clothes and footwear with RY o.O LOL. It's super funny lah! Hahah. Can go to her blog to view the photo. Guess it'll be uploaded pretty soon? :P LOL.

Ah, baby wasn't there eh :/ So didn't get to see him. Sigh, but nevermind, we'll meet up like real soon and I mean it! :P wahahah! I'm sure of that! :) <3 ! Yay ! Baby's been sweet! :P I think I'm sweeter though ! :X :X LOL. he'll probably tickle me like maddddd if he sees this :X Wahaha. he's not home yet. went out for pool session with the usuals. :P Haha.

Had dinner with bandmates at RP's mac. LOL. I wasn't aware that mac introduced new items on it's menu and that the price for student meals has already been upped -.- sucks man! this clearly indicates that I have, indeed, been cut off from the outside world. Ah, heard something disturbing from one of my juniors in NV. Shan't post it up here :S Not really a big deal but just found it to be quite expected lah :S
anyway, I don't know when will I meet up with them again. Probably one of the days in June? or maybe when we return to NV to visit the teachers during teachers' day? I don't know but most probably that would be the case lah :X youngsters like myself are so busy in today's society (i.e. education system sucks ttm) :X No offence eh. But seriously, I do feel tired studying :S :P :X

Ah, had econs test early in the morning today. I actually finished writting on time like for the first time. Didn't write a lot though, pray hard that it'll be better this time round. I did study for the test ah! :S Got back GP essay test too. LOL. I passed siaaaaaaa! Not a good mark though, I'm like so damn faraway from what I ought to get :/ But considering the fact that I didn't even include a stand or any opposing views, I did considerably okay? I should try harder eh :P Motivated! :X Haha. Hmm, but then chem test was such a jerkish thing! Bleh. Flunked like shit can! I got an 'F' man :/ It was so demoralizing ah, I was kinda emozzz hence didn't reply to my friends' smses :P Goodness, yunming's presentation was crappily hilarious! Hahahaha! 09S411 people will know what I mean :D Hahahaha!

It's gonna be a super duper long day at school tomorrow. Yes, it's saturday! And I'm officially dismissed like around 0000 Sunday? :/ sound check at 10pm at RP tomorrow and band prac from 1000- (approx) 1600++ ? Intensive band prac. We have lots of work to do in terms of cleaning the pieces up, this is especially true for me me me. :S

K lah, think I shan't go on any further. Ain't gonna post any photos because I don't have them yet. Shall get it from RY soon? :X LOL. You know how is 'soon' defined in my vocabulary! Haha :P me's gonna go do homework already. Probably turning in at 1plus am? It's 0016 currently. I should get going already. So yeah, adieu!

TAG REPLIES

Athena: Yo li-li-wen! LOL! thanks thanks! hahaha! enjoy yourself at the bbq eh! :) See you on monday! :D

Zhiyun: COngrats girl! You're like so damn pro can! Topped level and in 5 other subjects o.O Hahah :D Enjoy sec3 life eh! I miss mine so much lah! :/

Beryl: Hellooo there! thanks ! :) How's yours been treating you? Should be sweet too aye! Haha :D See you around soon k ! :)

Jiaming: Hey jr! I've got something to tell you man! Will tell the next time I see you in person.Anyway, continue to practise hard on oboe k ? LOL. I can't play oboe already ah, so you cannot depend on me next time ! :D

Yishan: Lah-lah! Haha! silly! believe it lah, I am playing the clarinet now! :D haha. still noob-ish of course! :S

Jonglian: Bestie! goodness! I missed you so much lah! finally got to see you just now! haha! yay! I can't wait to crap and play afool with you man! :X Hahahah! Jiayou for syf k ! :) hehe!

Tricia: Wahhhhh! I agree sia! I just wanna survive J1 now. School's so sucky now lah! it's a can't-wait man, to leave JC! :S Haha. omg! I don't wanna eat the fish&chips from canteen alr! ain't worth the money and time sia! Haha. I feel like catching movies and shop like mad ah! :X Haha, know it's impposible in this period of time :S k lah, see you around in school eh! :) <3

Patrick baby! : BABY! Wonder what are you doing right now :S got so much to tell you but so little time! :/ do take lots of care k? It's late already, so have a safe journey home alrighty? :/ drink more plain water ah, you piggy!:D shy shy! :X haha

Gone Going

2009-03-25T22:54:00.006+08:00

Greetings, world.

Goner. Physics test was disgustingly done. Should have flunked it if I'm not wrong. God, I've never done so badly in my entire life, yet. Finally touched clarinet after three days. Haha. I thought I sounded a teeny bit better than before. Wahaha. Hope my ears were working fine just now lah. Band camp's on friday. It's gonna last till sunday afternoon. Thanks a lot eh, there goes my math test which falls unfortunately on monday. In case you don't know, monday is the day after sunday. :X Haha. One word. Suck! :/

Anyway, today's a day filled with mixed emotions:

Shocked; mummy told me her aunt passed on.

Irritated; damned flies/mosquitoes were hovering around me when I was waiting for bus 89 this morning

Disappointed; phy test seems to be another goner :/

Hopeful; waiting time for bus 89 home today was so much shorter compared to the previous days when (i) the bus sped off without even being on the leftmost lane and (ii) two buses went off back-to-back when I was near the side gate, apparently blocked by a group of students as their pace of walking seemed more like crawling -.-

Happy and High; baby made me smileeeeee, a lot! <3 hehehe

Sianzzz; the amount of work undone. I should be doing math at this moment in time. Yes, time to stop procrastinating. What's worst? Superb long day tomorrow. Last lesson ends at 1705 :/ Plus I haven't packed camp stuff yet :/ Gotta go funeral too. God.

What a day I've had. Me's gonna stop here for now and get back to my work already. Bye people. Adieu.

P.S. Me misses bb, besties and 03040. Plus movie marathons, eating-like-there's-no-tomorrow, maddddd shopping sprees et cetera.

Bizarre

2009-03-23T22:56:00.006+08:00

Greetings world, just here to update something short. Feeling a little random but nah, got to start on physics soon. Anyway, here to say that I miss BB a lot and I also miss my besties a lot a lot too :/ No idea when I'll get to meet them though :/

Anyway, today's the 23rd of March, means it's wacky JORENE GOH HUI SHAN'S birthday so here I am to wish her a happy birthday again. wahahaha. bet she'll be soooooo touched when she sees this! wahahaha :X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARGYYYYY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ ! :D

Haha, gonna post a few photos before hitting the books (I meant notes blahblahs). Shall update another time then. :p Adieu!

Drained

2009-03-14T02:38:00.001+08:00

Greetings, world. As you can see, I'm finally updating my blog :X Hoho. Just finished e-learning on Maclaurin series not too long ago. It's supposed to be college holiday on friday but nah, I'd band practice -.- It was rather demoralizing to be honest. Why do I say so? Firstly, I've been transferred to Clarinet section like 7days ago hence got to learn everything from scratch and, hopefully, partake in the syf that's like in another 50 odd days' time? :/ The band sounded quite good I guess. Heard them play Machu Picchu while I was out at the corridors learning scales and polishing up my tone.

Seriously, I think Oboe's easier though many think otherwise. People from clarinet section's quite nice lah. haha. Thought they were kind of intimidating at first :X Except the two bass clar girls :X Hahaha :P

It's P's aunt's bday today and we had dinner (a.k.a. supper) together. Wheeee! en en's super adorable! :D Hahahaha. I'll get her a hairband when she's a little older. Haha. Woohoo! Got to see my P today! Hee :D <3333 like finally! oh oh and Hope he'll get well asap! That silly boy's having fever on and off :/ :/ :/

Anyway, to start off, school's been super sucky. Truckloads of work to be done. My supposed march vacation's been burnt. Phy, math and chem test after hols :/ Plus a mountain of tutorials to be completed of which these include work from subjects like chem, econs, math and physics. There wasn't any hw for languages but just sets of readings to be read? :/ GG's horrible! :X Haha. me don't like her. LOL. god, this is like so singlish LAH! HAHAHA. so random! :P Received my new time-table for T2. It sucks big time. The only day that I can go home early is pathetic monday :/ like so what the hell can :/ plus my sch's PE programme's kind of tough. The minimum expectation for NAPFA's silver. If one doesn't clear NAPFA in april, then he has to train in T3 and re-take till he achieves a silver -.- Gah, anyway, that's not really the point lah. In short, school's sucky! I mean, I haven't gotten used to all these :/ Seriously, I miss seconday school days. I thought things were bad last year. Thinking back, things are so much worse now :/ Every single day's like preparation for O' levels :/ Just study + tutorials + cca + no entertainment most of the time. It's super 'no-life' . By the way, I flunked both chem and econ tests :/

Listened to a few band songs which I'd played back in lower sec. Reminisced old times with my band mates. Kind of miss playing them. Yes, I miss playing on 03040 :/ Wonder if it's being taken good care of or not :/ Heard that NVSB's taking things lightly and doesn't seem to be prepared for their SYF. All I can say is 'All the best' . :S Personally, I'd rank my first 2 years in nvsb as the most productive and fun ? :/ At least discipline still existed in the band? :/ Shan't go on about band stuff already. It's getting nowhere -.- Haha.

I wanna watch "Hotel for Dogs' when it's screening in the theatres. I haven't watched any movie since a month ago. That's like so not me lah. I used to watch a flick say at least once a week? :/ See how much sacrifices I've made? Any idea how my weekends were spent after school started? :/ If P's beside me, he'd cheer me on in doing my work. Silly boy's been accompanying me doing work almost every weekend :/ We haven't headed out since a million years ago! :/ If P's not at my place or if I'm not at his place, I'd still be doing work :/ or practising oboe/clarinet at home? Yeah, super no-life. I just want a day of fun fun fun w/o any thoughts of work floating around in my mind. :S Oh, did I mention that I haven't met my besties since CNY? :( [except ruyan and kellynn last sunday when we were mugging at yoshi]

Goodbye people, I'm gonna stop here for now. Shall update some other time. :/

Blessed

2009-02-23T20:33:00.002+08:00

Greetings, world.

Just a short post here. Been real busy with school work blah stuff since school started. Unfortunately, yours truly had taken ill last week but is recuperating now though coughs aren't rare. Throat's still sore. Eyes have recovered already, I think. Blah blah blah. I got into band. Ain't really enthu or what. Felt a tinge of regret :S

Anyway, baby brought me to doc blah eh :D Haha. He's zzz in my room right now while I'm doing work (I'm blogging right here :X). Whee. baby's sweeet! :) Hehehehehehe.

Miss my besties. miss 03040 a little. miss having holidays!

Lalalala. Random.

and......

Cheers to PTYJ! :)))))))))))) <3333333333333 wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Fortitude

2009-02-08T19:49:00.002+08:00

Greetings, world. Woohoo, orientation at MJC was funnnnnnn! But then it was really really tiring :S Haha, anyway, got to know my classmates! Hee. I'm in 09S411 :D And Miranda won 2nd ! Awesome aye! Hoho :) Learnt tonnes of cheers blah. I'm like kind of chao ta now too -.- Anyway, school's starting officially tomorrow and I'll be released at 1615. Hope I'll survive these two years! And I still haven't decided what cca to join. I'll probably go for trials for floorball or band? Haha. see first! :X

Wheeeeee! Went to look for dumb dumb in the morn today! Ahhhhhhh! Like finally, can spend some time with him. Heeeeee :D He just awoke from a deep sleep. LOL. He's here at my place currently :) Hoho. Went to giant, ikea and compass point to get stuffs and makan today :D Loves ttm!

Anyway, it's just a short post today. Gonna go have dinner already. Will reply tags soon! :X Adieu! :D

Alien

2009-02-03T17:53:00.006+08:00

Greetings, world! First day of school at Meridian was rather intimidating, I must admit. Firstly, exceptionally large groups of same-school people were clustered together right from the beginning. I really really felt like an alien there :/ I've only got two school mates from NV who've been posted to MJC and they are Zhi Leng and Seen Wee :D At least they're people that I've known for a few years. Phews!

Haha. Orientation's starting on thurs so I didn't get to play or mix around with people yesterday. On the contrary, I managed to make a few friends though all of whom are girls. Yes! Girl Power! :D Hoho. Dhwarni's the first new friend that I'd found in MJC. She's from TKGS and she's really sweet. Haha. :D Then through her, I got to know her friends too :D Oh, there's this girl from xinmin sec too. Her name's Debbie! :D Ah, sat in the hall for half a day as there were loads and loads of talks lined up for us. Then attended H2 chem, geog and econs lectures too. Was released from school at 4.15pm :/ I swear my brain totally shut off! :X Didn't get to hang out with Tricia because she was with her friends. Haha. Ohmymama, she's taken ill and wasn't in school today. Hope she gets well soon! :D

Hmm, and there's today, the second day of school. Got off the bus and met Ryan Ong! The math guru of 4e2'08 :P Haha. Greeted hi and bye and off I went to school. Yay, got to know two more girls! Wahahaha. Tram's from MGS. I find her really adorable. Hoho. She looks like Rowell too! Petite girl. Haha. Then there's Divya from Cedar girls. Haha. As usual, listened to them talk. The J2s were really really hyper :/ Right from 0730 -.- Haha. They taught us the school anthem and cheers. We're going to learn the mass dance tomorrow too. Haha.

Anyway, I've just chosen my preferred subject combi. Ain't confident in taking up four H2s so decided upon three, which is the norm lah. Haha. I chose H2 chem, math and econs alongside with H1 physics. Was really tempted to do H2 chem, geog, math and econs initially though :/ See, I gave up geography :( And I'm kind of regretting a teeny bit now. Argh! But before I'd decided not to take up the very challenging combi, I'd taken into consideration some factors too. Look, I need a cca that I enjoy partaking in and that it'll spice up my testimonial at the end of J2. And there are CIP programmes and activities too. Furthermore, I can't afford not to spend time with sweetie P ah. I mean, come on, he's my dumb dumb ah! <3 Haha. I really really really need to manage my time properly though :/

I'm stopping soon already. Probably gonna read up a little about econs from the net in awhile. I miss my besties and 4e2 too :( Gah, hope that Jong and Jay's appeal for MJC will be approved too. Looking forward to making new friends tomorrow too! Hope I'll survive the dance part though :/ I don't have dance genes in me lah. LOL. And wheeeeeee! P and I had a sweet sweet 2 months' 'mini celebration' yesterday! LOL. a.k.a. spend quality time with each other <33333333333333 Adieu! Gonna text Dhwarni tonight too! :D

TAG REPLIES

Tricia: Yes, 17th was memorable. You're gonna take up the challenge of 4 H2s while I'm not. Haha. So we won't be in the same class I guess then. But still, we're gonna be school mates lah! Haha. Waaaah! Means on certain days, I can go to your place and eat food that ah mah cooks! Woohoo! Don't need to eat those that my mummy cooks! LOL :X :X :X anyway, you get well soon ah! Remember to bring thermometer tomorrow! :) Oh ya, damn a lot of people from hai sing can! :/ and your buddy's really really petite! Haha. :X she's cute though! hee. Oh ya oh ya! need to pay $28 for orientation package too T.T

Ruyan: Thanks woman! Haha. Be loyal to tv lah! Hahahahahaha :X hope to see you soon! <3 !

Bro: Haha. Hoho. Hee -.-

Patrick: DUMB DUMB! Don't dota so much alr ah! Aiyo, must give yourself eye breaks k? You silly monster! I'm take care and be fine ah. Haha. And don't tease me liao. The girl's sweet k! Haha :D I miss you ah! Got miss me? :X Heeeeeeee. <3333333!

Jonglian: Yooooooooooo! Thanks for tagging! Haha. I really hope you'll come MJC! :D Hee. <3 ! See you soon k!

Arlene: Thanks lene! Haha. Ohmy, it wasn't that cool to be an alien there! T.T

Randomness

2009-01-31T15:16:00.004+08:00

Greetings, world. I've been posted to MJC :D Phews! Was so darn nervous the night before results were out! Know why? Ruyan told me about her friend's attempt to try to log into schools' portals and I got tempted too! LOL. Damn cuckoo! I then tried my nric with 'S' and 'A'. Couldn't log in siaaaa! It seriously freaked me out :/ Refusing to give up, I tried with an 's' and 'a'. WAHAHAHAH! Managed to get in neh! Hoho. Picked up the phone and called P up immediately :/ LOL. My hands trembled like mad can! But still, I didn't manage to sleep well that night -.- MOE sent the sms at 0710 :/ messages kept flooding in and I didn't manage to sleep back. Woohoo! Sweetie P got into the course that he wanted! Hee. :D Happy for him lah! Accompanied Jong and Jay back to NV to clarify stuff related to appealing then headed home. Haha. Caught up with Millie too! :D

Anyway, caught up with Kellynn as well! Haha. :D Winnie and Ruyan visited my house in the afternoon. Then the three of us headed to Jong's place afterwhich. TV-ed and crapped there. LOL. Trained to serangoon as we went to meet the bandies for dinner at Peiyu's house. Haha. Went off early with Grace, Jong and EeJung as we didn't gamble :/ Haha. Ohmymama, was emozzzzz when I got home though :/ Damn Damn Damn! School's starting on monday. Got to report to Meridian at 0730 :/ I don't even know who's going there as well besides Tricia :( What's worse? 2nd month with P's on mon too! I don't even know what time school's going to end :/ :/ :/

Sigh, I'm gonna stop here and get back to making gifts already. Probably going to compass point later on to get stuffs :/ Oh ya, Grace and Jong just left my house not too long ago. They're on the way to Si Si's place for lunch. Busy like a bumblepig so didn't go with them. Will be going to ye ye's place tomorrow with P and family though :D Hoho. Adieu!

One

2009-01-27T18:19:00.005+08:00

Greetings, world.

Emozzzzzz :(

Adieu! This should be my shortest entry ever I guess :/ Bleh.

Saccharine

2009-01-25T13:38:00.007+08:00

Greetings, world! Yours truly is officially 17! :D Hoho. Had a surprise on the night of 21st Jan. LOL. Was reading a novel on the sofa when sweetie P appeared out of nowhere :P Haha. Yippy! Choco cake was awesome man. The gift that P had given was really adorable! However, due to my laziness and carelessness, he has to fix it up before handing it to me again. Shan't tell you what happened! :/ It was heartwrenching can! :( But then P assured me that it's going to be fine fine fine. :') Haha. Oh, that pig ordered Mega McSpicy + curly fries + Large green tea in the wee hours. He was hungry eh. LOL. Imagine having mac at 2.30am!? -.- And and and, watched vcd with P as he stayed over! Whee! :) Ah, got an earful from P on the day of my birthday too but he meant well ah. See, I'm trying to turn over a new leaf eh! Working towards it! :D P's going to be soooooo proud of me lah! :X Haha.

Met P at compass then trained down to town to meet Ruyan, Jonglian and Kellynn :) LOL. Slacked around for 2 hours as we waited for Mr W. Goh to come. Had dinner at Family International Buffet ( previously known as Pariss International Buffet). Feasted there. LOL. Dinner was on Mr Goh lah. He owed me a meal some time back :P By the way, it was $35.80 per pax :X :X :X Pssst! and I wasn't the one who decided to eat there ah! :X Eh, the food was quite okay but I find the spread there not varied enough :X Haha. Attempted 2 raw oysters, some dimsum, sushi, fried stuff and desserts. LOL. Damn filling lah. But they ate more than me! :P Hoho. So yeah, it's always gonna be wasteful to have me eat at buffets :/ Haha, caught up and then it was prezzie time! Ohmymama! the scrape book that the girls had done was beautiful! It's really very sweet of them ah :D Hee. And they got me a pair of shades, a cap and a belt. All these were things that I'd been eyeing for for quite some time :X LOL. Thanks a million! Walked back to PS then trained home :D Here are the people I wanna thank (not ranked) for birthday greetings blah stuff:

Daddy
Mummy
Bro
Sweetie P :D
Ruyan
Jonglian
Grace
Winnie
Kellynn
Mr Goh
Sisi
Tricia
Auntie Susie
Auntie Amy
Ah mah
Joerina
Jay Han
Rowell
Kai Wen
Wanling
Benny
Sis
God mama

Haha, anyway, gotten my CNY clothes already. It hadn't been an easy task alright! I was so picky can! LOL :X Haha, and being a sweet baby in the family, I got my parents and bro and of course myself similar white polo tees! Haha. Cute eh?! Hmm, wanted to get couple tees for parents initially but then Metro doesn't have them anymore -.- Haha. Oh yeah, went back to NV with the girls. omg! the concert was super duper boring eh. LOL. Wahahaha! Saw sweetie the first thing in the canteen! Caught him wearing levis strauss polo tee. LOL. I was wearing one too eh! But then the colour was different lah :X Haha. That copy pig! :X Oooops! I meant telepathy :X :X :X :X :X :X Ehh, then bade goodbye to him. Jonglian, Ruyan and I headed to Dhoby. Lunched at BK then caught 'Bride Wars' at the cathay :D Nice movie! LOL. and it made me fantasize about weddings blah stuff too! it was sooooo ohmymama ah! :P Haha. Jonglian had to head back to SK to get her cheque so Ruyan and I went shopping :D Hee. Happy happy shopping + crapping :)

Anyway, it's CNY eve today and I just had an enormous portion of lunch with my family minus Gu Gu :/ It's her birthday today though :X Shall call her up soon! :) Should be going over to Uncle Arthur's place later on in the evening. Hee. Ah, I've been busy reading 'Suite Scarlette' lately. Quite a good read. Was torn between choosing a book related to fashion and this but then the gorgeous photograph on the cover won me over :D This shows that visual impressions are indeed crucial :X God, what crap! -.- LOL.

Haha, I've been really really happy with P :D He's like sweet all the time. LOL. Crappy too. But minus all those, he's really awesome ah! :) Yay yay yay! I'm a blissful thing! Hoho :D Ah, got to brainstorm for gift ideas real soon! 2nd month and V day gift! LOL. Came up with an idea and asked mummy for opinion and she said it was super dumb and disgusting! Hahahahaha :/ Anyway, helped mummy with pineapple tarts last night too. It wasn't as easy as it looks man. Haha, it ain't fun too -.- Haha, got an easy job in the end :P

Think I'm going to stop here already. Hoho, shall update another time then. Meanwhile, enjoy this festive season aye! Happy Chinese (or Lunar) New Year! :D Posting results will be out this coming friday too. Pray hard that Meridian wants me lah! :/ :/ :/ Adieu!

TAG REPLIES:

Yanyan: I don't really have an idea on what subjects or rather how many subjects should I take up when I enter a JC, preferably MJC :P What's economics about? Is it difficult? :/ and I don't know what cca should I join. Ain't thinking of band because I think it's rather time-consuming eh :X Haha. and hairizuan told me about sss. She sounds like a scary woman! :X Oh oh, can I have your msn address too? Haha. then I'll be able to chat with you when you're online or something? :) thanks thanks! you can add me at denise_bay@hotmail.com too :X Hoho. Take lots of care and loves! :)

Tricia: Woman! Ya lor! I don't know if I'll cope well or not sia! :/ ahaha, my daddy didn't buy ba kwa! Nevermind, your daddy sure bought liao! Go your house eat them tomorrow! :X Haha. aiyo, and the stupid result for posting will only be out this friday. damn cuckoo can! :/ like so slowww!

Arlene: Hey lene! thanks thanks thanks! Woohoo! see you tomorrow! :D

Ruyan: Haha! thanks eh! Whee! I'm 17 alr! Hoho. aiyo, we'll only have a couple more day s of freedom if we enter a JC. But then we'll have 2 more months if we go to a poly :/ I prefer the former though :/ haha, I was at sentosa on the 29th of dec with P :X LOL. enjoy TV-ing eh! :X I'll go tag at your blog soon!

Lisa: Lisa lisa lisa lisa ~ ! ahaha. thank you! and see you around soon ah! :D hehe. take care aye!

Patrick: HELLOOOOOOO DUMB DUMB! misses and loves! :))) <333333!>

Pure Bliss

2009-01-17T00:15:00.004+08:00

Greetings, world! I've submitted the application already and these are my choices in order:

Meridian JC
St Andrew's JC
Catholic JC
Anderson JC
Nanyang JC
Innova JC
Accounting&Finance @ TP
Hospitality&Tourism Management @ TP
Aviation Managament&Services @ TP
Accountancy&Finance @ NYP
Banking&Financial Service @ NYP
Business Management @ NYP

Ruyan and Jonglian came over to my place on Wednesday afternoon to discuss about jae thingy blah after they'd gone to TPJC's open house. I didn't go with them though :X Haha. Felt cold that day even though it was warm and sunny :/ had P's windbreaker on too -.- oh oh oh, it was HUGE! :X haha. that fatty bom bom! :X JK JK JK JK! Ehh, then I went to work. Was dead tired at work :/ damn! Hoho, at least I got to meet P after work! :D He was having his supper at BK's coffeeshop when I met him. Craved for marshmallows and got them from fairprice :P Eeeek! Fatty bom bom poked me with half-bitten marshmallows and that left me sticky :/ I retaliated of course. HAHA. P stayed over at my place :P hehe. ohmymama! watched vcd till I fell asleep -.- see, told you I was really really dead beat!

Met Ruyan and Jonglian on Thursday afternoon for our supposed shopping trip. Eh, sadly to say, it was Ruyan's lah. LOL. She bought damn a lot of things and I really mean A LOT. Haha. Jong and I didn't really get anything :/ She got her nail polish remover while I got my lingerie and a huge value pack of watsons tissue paper. I was kind of sick-ish that day. Sneezed the entire day; used up 6 packs of tissue while I was out -.- ohmygod, it was so so so darn irritating can! It was really tiring too!

Reached home at 9/10plus p.m if I didn't remember wrongly. Turned in at around 11p.m :D But awoke at 0350 in the dawn to pee :/ damn damn damn! couldn't get back to zzz as usual :/ was still awake when I checked my handphone at 0510 :/ Seriously, I don't know what time I slipped back into dreamland but yes, I managed to wake up at 0900 :/ grabbed clothes, bathed blah then off I went to work. Yes, Friday's my last day at work so yeah, I'm currently out of job. haha. ohmy, I'm going to miss them ah. I mean my colleagues! Especially Auntie MuiEng, PohEng, Helen and Ryan yan-na-neh :/ :/ haha. They've been extremely nice to me. hee. Oh oh, and the kitchen-helpers-uncles who always looked out for me! :D Cheers! I've earned a total of $846 in 24 days at work at Joaquim :P not too bad eh? LOL. considering the fact that I'd totally zero experience and that work schedule had been pretty flexible. haha. so yeah, that's pretty much about work. I got to keep my suntec card though. haha. my souvenir! Hee :D

Met Ruyan at MS at 1700. haha. Got my blouses from G2000; they were black and white :/ Didn't buy the one from zara because it made more sense to buy G2000's :X Haha. More value-for-money ah! :X LOL. Then we walked to bugis, ate, gossipped, fooled around, shopped, peed :X then headed back to MS. HAHA. I got my skirt at half the price as compared to the one at CityLink Mall! God, genius me certainly had an awesome deal aye! :D Hoho. Ruyan and I got the exact black-white tube dress from MS :) teehee! happy happy girls we were and are, I suppose! :D Ain't sure whether Daddy will refund me for all the things that I'd bought these 2 days but yeah, I secretly, and openly wish and pray hard that he would! :P :X :/ heeheehee. Combined receipts and earned a $5 voucher; added $1 and got a regular double scoop ice-cream from Anderson's. Hee. Nice. Headed home afterwhich. Hoho. Crapped around and entertained ourselves on the way home as usual :X Okay okay, I was the one who entertained us both :P Hee.

P.S. Everything that I bought on Friday was either black OR white OR black-white O.o

Phoned P just now :) :) :) yay yay yay! He ahem ahem me! and I ahem ahem him! :/ LOL. Hmm, got to think of what to give him soon! haha. Time really flies man! ohmymama~ ! Dumb dumb's zzz now I hope. Haha. He has training tomorrow morning so he needs his beauty sleep -.- ohmygoodness, P and I have been having insomnia simultaneously :/ we don't know why but it happens every now and then :/ Ain't sure when will I be meeting him again but should be pretty soon I guess? :D Hee.

Oh ya! Got to plan a day out with besties, mr goh and P! :D Feast feast feast! :X Hoho. Shall do that soon. Hee. Gonna plan a wishlist too! People~ ! Save some money and contribute to my sweet 17th aye! :X :X :X You're encouraged to chip in generously! :P JK lah. LOL.
wooohooooo! P just phoned! LOL :D :D <33333! Happy Happy Happy ~ !

TAG REPLIES:

Juvenal: Hey babe! of course you're in SA! haha. the uniform's like so cool ah! :P LOL. ah, how's life like there? is it very stressful? I'm kind of scared that I'd not be able to cope with JC syllabus ah :/ got to really really work hard already :P oh, I chose it as my 2nd choice :) hee. see you soon and loves!

Tricia: woman! I chose MJC as first choice. what were your other choices then? :D Haha. yes I hope to see you there when school reopens too. Haha. The poly courses that I'd chosen were so random lah. Ain't really interested in those though :/ they were the only ones that I think I'll be okay with -.- LOL. yea woman, I've been so so darn slack these 2 months plus! hope I'll be able to switch back to 'hardworking' mode asap ah! :/ :/

Roar!

2009-01-14T07:10:00.007+08:00

Greetings, world. As you can see, it's only 0710 now. Had a really hard time going to sleep at 1a.m plus last night. Am grateful that I managed to catch a few winks but totally abhors the fact that my bro's alarm clock went off at 5a.m plus and I, unfortunately, experienced stomach upset :/ damn! This ultimate combination has successfully left me awake now :( Great, just great. Got to work later on too. Gah! :/

Haven't submitted the jae application yet. Really feel like putting MJC as first choice but am rather worried that I wouldn't be able to cope in there :( I'm not exactly smart or what yea. With 9 points [after deduction] , MJC may not even want to take me in? :/ I don't know. Even if I do have a place there, I may very well be scraping the bottom? Ah, their cut-off point for science stream is 10 by the way. I guess the only reason why I couldn't sleep well is that I'm really really really, super duper extremely frustrated and worried about making wise choices for the jae application. I don't want to regret anything :/ What's worse? The deadline for submitting's at 4pm this coming friday! :( It's already wednesday. ohmymama~ !

With twelve choices to make, I thought of choosing St Andrew's, Catholic, Anderson, Nanyang blah jcs as well. But then MJC should very well be my number 1 choice lah :P haha. Proximity's the closest from my place too. [besides serangoon jc :X] Ah, if only I'd gotten A1s for both mathematics! Then I'll probably be tonnes happier than I am now :/ Wouldn't it be nice if I'd gotten that? Yikes! That would mean 7 points after deduction ah ~ ! :/ :/ :/

I'll probably put a few choices for diploma courses from NYP and TP as well. Need to fill up twelve choices ah. These two polytecnics are the nearest from sengkang :P Haha. I wouldn't want to sacrifice my very-much-needed beauty sleep to get into polys which are like so damn faraway for example, SP and NP :X lol, Daddy would probably slaughter me or skin me alive if I choose poly over jc education :X HAHAHA

Anyway, I'd an awesome day yesterday. Spent it with P :D hoho. caught 'Red Cliff 2' at downtown east. Oh, he didn't manage to watch it with Lester and company the other night :X haha. We laughed insanely as usual and I was really noisy the entire day :X <3333333!

TAG REPLIES:

Yanyan: Hey there! Of course I remember you! :D you were from nvsb's flute section and you sat beside me during GJ's blue ridge saga :P oh ya! you were from MJC too right? omg. was it very difficult to cope there? Ah, I'm scared! :( :( :(

Tricia: I see I see. woman! I was already sian when I saw my results. didn't know what to do ah :/ yeah, I can't make it to good jcs too ah :/ damn my EL and maths. gah! yeah, I feel like going to MJC but am scared that I can't cope :/ eeeek. don't know how already ~ ! :(

Topsy - Turvy

2009-01-12T23:12:00.010+08:00

Greetings, world. Met up with ruyan, jonglian and kellynn for lunch at RP at noon. Was supposed to eat something but all of us only got something to drink. Had iced milo :D [$1.30] Caught up with them before heading back to school. Was greeted by people from NYJC and was rather flustered. Tried to get away from foyer ASAP :X Haha. Only closed ones know why I did that :X LOL. Anyway, rotted in the made-over canteen. Haha. Realized that the school was racist because they had stalls with the words 'chinatown' and 'kampung glam' but not 'little india' :X HAHA. I was damn high lah. It has been ages since I last fooled around in school with my besties :P Cheers to being with them! :D Haha. Kept a lookout for dear P too. I felt giggly! :X LOLS. Mr william goh made me so nervous that I nearly cried :/

Ohmymama, but seriously, I wasn't really happy when I went up stage :/ Searched for my name on the screen and finally found it beside the number TWELVE. Was really disappointed because I'd expected better results :(

EL: B3
Combined humanities: A2
P.Geography: A1
Math: A2
A.Math: A2
Physics: A2
Chemistry: A2
Chinese: A1
Chinese (Oral/Aural): Distinction
CCA (Symphonic Band): A2

L1R5: 11
L1R4: 9

*Bonus points: 2

Tada, the above stated are what I'd attained for the 2008 GCE 'O' Level examinations. Ain't really what I'd expected. Mixed feelings. Happy that efforts put into saving my humanities and physics weren't wasted. Upset that I hadn't gotten an A2 for EL and distraught that both E and A mathematics weren't A1s :/ :/ :/ Yikes! Perhaps I'd focused too little on my maths already? thought I'd do fine like usual :/ Damn! What's the moral of the story? Never ever be too confident and assume that everything's gonna stay the same like always!

P.S. Daddy once told me never to assume, simply because ASS-U-ME makes up the word 'Assume' O.o !

Anyway, I can't un-do things that had been done long ago :/ so it's pointless to harp on those already. The most important thing is that I'll really need to work hard and do well in my future endeavors :D Haha. Thinking of choosing MJC as my first choice :P Don't think AJC will want me :/ Will be submitting the JAE application pretty soon I guess :/ haha. Oh, and I'm really glad that my dearest P, besties and mates from 4e2 have done well! :D hoho. and if I didn't hear wrongly, 4e2 did the best among all the sec4 classes! :P hehe. Enough said about results blah stuffs :P

Moving on, first was late-lunch at CP with the usuals and grace's buddies at BK. Had taro turnover [$1.45]. Then dearest P came over for awhile. P headed home while ruyan and jonglian accompanied me to Capitol Optical to get my contact lenses :P Okay, I paid for this myself alright! No aid given by anyone, purely my own money! :S Went for consultation blah, took a million years to get the lenses in and out of my beady, almost non-existent eyes! Damn, those energetic lids of mine were blinking all the way so yeah, had a pretty hard time lah. It made me tear quite a bit too. Sorry to besties for having to wait for me for almost an hour! :P

Rushed home to bathe and get changed before going to P's house. Hee. It's his dad's birthday and he'd invited me over to have dinner at Tampines :D Hoho. Fun fun fun time with them. LOL. laughed about almost everything :X Hoho. P's out watching 'Red Cliff 2' now. Haha. Glad that he's enjoying his night ah! :D Oh, asked my parents if I'll have any rewards for getting 7 distinctions and mummy said she will reward me when she has the ability to while daddy said 'see-first' even though he, obviously, has the ability to :/ yeah. Hope he'll really consider his 'see-first' lah! :X

Guess I'll stop here for now. Hee. and before I go,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ZAFIRAH AND P'S DADDY! :D

and.. lots of <33333333333333 to PTYJ! Adieu!

TAG REPLIES:

Meizhen: Thanks for tagging and missing us! haha. yay! LOL. All the best girl! :D

Ruyan: Haha. I wanna shop too! I'm like so pathetic now, don't have clothes to wear! ohmygod can! HAHA. and congrats for achieving your desired grades! :D told you not to worry so much already right?! :S see, you wasted so many hours of sleep! :X

Tricia: WOMAN! I didn't know you still read my almost-dead blog! LOL :P haha. okay okay, I'll date you out soon ah! You go plan programme? :X and and, I'm damn envious of your A1s in both maths! :/ haha! much much misses and loves! :)

Patrick: Dear~ ! will you watch the show with me then? :X I'm only done with 2 episodes! :X haha. you must be enjoying red cliff 2 now aye! good. want you to smile and be happy! :) hoho. I'll text you later ah! will surely dream of you again. virus attack! HAHA :/ oh oh, and ily ~ ! :))))

Random

2009-01-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

Greetings, world. It's a special day today; 11th Jan. It'll be my dearest grandfather's death anniversary. He passed on at 0027 11th Jan '05. It was a sudden leave then, nobody expected him to be gone just like that :/ Kind of miss the times spent with him and I still do regret about how immature and silly I was a few years back. I took everything for granted man. Damn! :/ Nah, I shan't rant about all these already.

Anyway, daddy and I haven't been talking very much these few days. I've been avoiding him :X On the other hand, I'd been whining to mummy quite frequently and she's become my messenger already -.- ohmymama! Being a nice little sister to my bro, I've decided not to make him return the 50$ that I'd lent him a few weeks back, told him to take it as a treat from me. Hoho, am I nice or what? :X JK! haha. okay, my bro's really nice to me all the time what, so yea, I should be nice to him too aye, even though I don't have much money anymore :/

Haha, spent my Saturday with P :D that dummy phoned to tell me that he ahem ahem me! haha. silly! :/ Miraculously, lazy me bathed and hopped onto 27 to get to P's house. that lazy bum's slacking all the time man! Envious! Haha. JK lah. lol. Watched dvds, slacked and laughed at everything. haha. caught don't know what 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni' quite a funny show. I'm like only done with 2 episodes -.- lots more to go! haha. P's watching it currently and that's the reason why I'm typing this here :P Oh oh oh, I watched him play dota too. god, it's the first time I saw what's dota about. bugged him while he played. Haha. almost made him lose twice :X crazy acronyms were used by people who played dota. Me's too dumb to figure those out :P Anyway, the monsters there didn't look nice at all :X Haha. PURPLE GAY! Had subway for dinner. ohmy, think I wouldn't be eating out so often already. Got to save some money sia. Must remember to claim that from mummy later! :X

Oh and besties and I attended Innova JC's open house on friday. Michelle was our guide for the day! Thanks to her that we got to look around the campus. Didn't get to go to Catholic JC's open house which was held on the same day. We thought it was rather troublesome as we didn't know the exact route to it. Haha. It was my suggestion to go in the first place though :X Haha. window-shopped at causeway point. ruyan couldn't take her eyes off that shiny, bling-bling, roomy black patented bag from C&K! damn funny! haha. headed back to compass point to enquire about contact lenses from 5 different optical shops. ohmymama, it was hilarious lah! Haha. We had a deal, and it's like this: ruyan's to help me ask about lenses from the five shops and afterwhich, I'll accompany her to PS to get her bag! :P haha. yes, she's a happy thing now that she's got that bag -.- LOL. Pathetic me, on the other hand, didn't get anything I wanted :X Blame it on my poor financial status! :/ window-shopped at PS, had KFC for dinner then it was 'digestion time' a.k.a. walking-to-and-around-orchard-to-kill-time period. Haha. As usual, stopped at far east plaza, wisma blah but didn't get anything :/ Oh! I withdrew money for the first time in my entire 16 years alive! I was like damn high lah! hahaha. a number of walking souls were staring at me though -.- bleh!

I'll be working tomorrow. night shift as usual. Phews! I don't want to work the morning shift on sundays! It's really grueling because there are always more than 400 people :/ there were about 420+ last sunday afternoon while there were only 24 on tuesday night :P see the difference in numbers? yeah, that's why I'd begun to book my slots strategically :P smartie me! hohoho. anyway, I'll be stopping work very soon. will be receiving results on monday afternoon. it'll depend where I'll end up in aye :/ damn. I don't have confidence ah! :( am praying real hard that I'd actually done fine in the examinations :/ :/ :/

CNY's coming and so is my 17th birthday. I haven't shopped for clothes yet. Hope that I'll be able to that very soon. Sis will be dating me out soon I guess. Ain't sure about Tricia :P haha. oh oh, daddy's sponsoring a little bit I think. the a bit is really really a bit lah :/ anyway, I'll stop here already :P got to talk to people at msn already :D Haha. waiting for P to phone too! :P hehe. Adieu!

Jumbly

2009-01-08T11:32:00.005+08:00

Greetings, world! Ah, mixed emotions. Feeling a little crappy :/ God, I hate this! I am ecstatic and grateful at the same time to have my dearest P and besties with me all the time yet I am kind of sorrowful about other stuff :/ For example, Daddy always says no no no no no no no no no no to whatever I want or whatever things I'd like to do. Urgh! Oh, and I'm sort of jobless already. Joaquim doesn't need so many part-timers already because events up at banquet are almost negligible these days. Blame it on the ailing economy! Yea, full-timers from banquet + full-timers from Joaquim - part-timers from both sides = current situation :/ get the dummy equation above? :/ How great, especially at a time like this when I have to fork out money all the time :( Damn! Oh, did I mention that I don't have any allowance still? :/ Period.

Results will be out next monday. It's pretty scary :/ ain't sure what kind of aggregate score will I get. If I'd maintained my usual, then at least I can set my mind at ease. If I'd done better than usual, then it'll be awesome! If I'd done horribly, in this case not up to my expectations, then I'll have a difficult and excruciating time deciding on the twelve choices that I've got.

Shan't go on any further. Am going to transfer stuff into the micro sd card. haven't had time to explore my handphone so yea, I'll be able to do that very soon. Feel like getting my hair cut soon too! Yeah, I'm turning 17 in a couple more days. Ain't really looking forward to that now :/ Adieu.

Photos

2009-01-02T00:04:00.013+08:00

Flutter

2008-12-27T09:42:00.004+08:00

Greetings, world! :D Happy belated christmas and boxing day! Hoho. This christmas has successfully been rated by me as the most memorable one yet, up to date. :) Haha.

My dearest P came over to my house twice on christmas eve. First was to get stuff, slack around and entertain me. Fun fun fun :X Second was to visit me minutes after christmas day approached. I was kind of sick with no apparent reason :/ that silly pig cabbed down to my house again. wasted money like usual :/ :X He was like my doctor sia. LOL. without any qualification of course -.-

Ohmymama, I realise that this isn't going anywhere so I've decided to update chronologically :X Hehe. Firstly, NVSB's concert's finally over. It was held last Saturday. In my opinion, the first half was totally gross :X I love the performance put up by both NVAB and the combined band, which effectively made up the bulk of the second half :) It was really tiring lah, for I had to play for both bands and blow my lungs out :/ Had to change into alumni's uniform during the interval -.- Haha. Ruyan and I locked ourselves in alumni's holding room and changed in there. LOL. smartie us aye? :X saved time what! Hee. Headed back to school and gave out little gifts to my buddies and juniors :D then it was supper at McDonald's :D I had a happy meal as I was happy? :/ Nah, I decided not to waste food since a smaller meal can fill me up just as nicely as a normal meal :D See, I'm a worthy Geography student :X :X :X [P's so going to 'Eeeeeee' me when he sees this!] Anyway, the meal came with a plastic cutlery set. haha. walked home with samantha ng :) gave her some of the books which I think she may need :) teehee. she's a sweetiepie man! LOL. Oh Oh Oh, P wasn't able to attend the concert but he sent me a really really sweet message just before the concert! Hoho :D :D :D

Nothing much happened at work. Just the usual stuff except that I'm now fringe-less while working. Neater hair lah. Haha. Totally stew-pid! Eeeek! :/ Oh, and the usual injuries like burning fingers, knocking into things blah blah blah. Four full-time trainees are joining us from next week onwards so it's taking a toil on part-timers like me. Work schedule's been reduced and that would mean that earnings would decrease too :/ sian! and I need to switch my shift for next sunday too. Can't make it in time to reach there by 1030 because I have to collect my scholarship award in the morning. Think I'm going to ask Sanchez to switch with me. Pray hard that he will switch with me, it's just a different shift on the same day ah :P Haha.

Xmas eve was spent with P, sis, Jong, Grace, Ruyan and my family :) Sis brought me out for lunch and she got me my xmas gifts :P cheers to a new purse and a pair of pretty jeans from Levis Ladies :D Thanks sis! :) I got her, mama and gor gor little somethings too :D teehee. Got a teddybear for my daddy, whiteboard for my brother, piggy bookmark for mummy too :) Also got besties, buddies and my dearest P their gifts! :D teehee. I'm kind of broke now though -.- piggy bank's depleting like don't know what :/ but nevermind! haha. oh, besties came over to my house for dinner, TV, laughter blah. Jong had to leave halfway and Ruyan joined halfway so that's three girls for you :) fun fun fun!

I made the wrong decision of bathing. I was perfectly fine before I bathed :/ Horribly sick after I'd bathed. Damn frustrating; flu that made me hard to even catch my breath + itch all over my body + repeated diarhhoea :/ Grace, ruyan, mummy were there for me. P phoned and got worried thus cabbed down :/ Four wonderful people attended to me when I was whining and suffering, Thank you all very very much :)))) Bro's credited too because I used up quite a lot of his aloe vera cream to stop the itch :X Daddy was sound asleep when mummy got worried -.- haha. that made all of us burst out laughing though. P and besties (except jong) stayed over :) he took my bed while we slept on mattresses on the floor. watched them play blackjack because I knew nuts about it :P played a game of monopoly before drifting off to la la land. Haha. Had gift exchange of course :D

slacked and lazed for about 5 hours at my place with P on xmas day itself because I was too lazy to bathe :X ruined plans for shopping blah. LOL. Had dinner with his family at Suki sushi at PP. Felt alien at first then it was fun and laughter. Haha. Ganged up with his parents to shoot him :X LOL. Didn't return home for the entire night :X :X :X mummy and daddy were pretty worried though, sorry! :/ Haha. Managed to catch approximately 13 hours of sleep! shiok! :X ohmygod! this doesn't sound like me at all. HAHAHA! bubbletea + kfc then home then work then home then sleep afterwhich. what a day!

Going to bathe and then meet ruyan at usual place as we're going to school later on. Ain't sure about plans after school. Don't really feel like going shopping today because I won't be able to get anything as I'm financially down now :/ grace watched Twilight already so it's really okay if we don't catch it ah. that silly girl was worried that I'll be upset if we don't watch it because we sort of agreed to catch it together :P anyway, I'm lazy to upload photos now. Another day perhaps? Haha. Adieu!

PT.PT.PT.PT.PT.PT.PT.PT.PT.PT.
<33333333333

Kaboom!

2008-12-14T10:02:00.010+08:00

Greetings, world. Haha. Haven't been updating recently, had been busy. Nah, am still kind of busy and will be busy. Next week's going to be super duper packed! :/

monday: shopping trip
tuesday: band
wednesday: band + work
thursday: band + work
friday: work
saturday: band
sunday: work

wasn't supposed to be working on wednesday; am doing the shift on behalf on jayjay. (this is to make it sound nicer obviously, I just want to earn more bucks :x)
will be helping out at nanchiau's bookshop on fri morn till 4pm. debbie asked if I could help and I said yes :) jonglian's joining us too :D Haha, but yes, I'll still be working at my own workplace afterwhich -.- tiring aye? and then sat's the supposed big day ah. NVSB's first ever concert in a concert hall. Whoever who wants to go to the concert can text or call me :)

Tickets are priced at $10 and $12 for stall and circle seats respectively. I would recommend the latter because the view is like a million times better :/ Venue's at Victoria Concert Hall and the time's 1700.

had been juggling both band and work and am still alive and kicking. Haha. Rather taxing but still can manage lah. Had an extremely long combine practice yesterday. It lasted for like 5.5 hours? Ohmymama, that was really exhausting. Yours truly here will be playing for both main band and alumni band. What's worse? My seasoned reed has broken :/ WTH! means I've got to season the new reed ah! Don't know whether is it a curse or something but whenever there's an event or something, my reed would die just days before it! :/ super frustrating ah! Gah! The worst incident, in my opinion, was the SYF competition in 2007. My reed gave up on me on the actual day lah! Bleh! :/ All said, I need to leave band earlier this coming wednesday and thursday. Pray hard that mr chin would help me with that! :X

Anyway, the juniors held a farewell party for us on friday night. The food was gone when we reached -.- the blue coloured, copper(2) sulphate-like liquid tasted as if it contained alcohol :P Haha. Gave the popping balloon game a miss because I wasn't in the mood to run and be enthusiastic :X However, I was rather high after playing with water. Haha. Lah-lah and I splashed water on each other. yes, I miss playing with her ah :P lols. and being the smartie, I brought an extra tee to change :) HAHA! just joking! I borrowed the veritas tee from porky :X
camwhored and ran around the hall that night after combine practice with the alumnis. was given farewell gift blah stuff :P I didn't shed a single tear though.

Haha, oh, the movie marathon was a failure. Only managed to watch 2 movies; Bolt and Hell's Highway. Both were kind of disappointing lah :/ I want to catch Wild Child soon! teehee. yay! I can't wait for tomorrow to come! Hoho :) and christmas is coming! woohoo! I loveeeee christmas! lol. but sadly, there isn't any family gathering this year. Auntie Amy isn't going to be free :/

and people! this is important! please save up more money and don't spend it all this coming christmas! my birthday's coming soon ah! :X :X :X 22nd January! Heeheehee~ I'm a happy little thing now. Hoho, sweet! :)

and ohmymama, I'm going to date sis and tricia out soon! It's been ages since I last went out with them :/ Haha, see, I'm a busy bumblepig! :/ Oh, and jorene and zhimin too! ohmygoodness, I haven't seen them since grad high -.- I miss siti too! Haha.

anyway, me's going to bathe, practise oboe, exercise, meet ruyan @ compasspoint, make little somethings for people around me blah :) so yeah, I'm out of here now already ah. and noticed something? I've changed my smileys already! hahaha! :D teehee, adieu!

MY WISHLIST

fantastic 'o' level results thus securing a place in a JC
unlimited time with loved ones :)
watches
bags
clothes! the more the merrier! :P
revamp my room! :X

HA-HA-HA

2008-12-09T16:01:00.001+08:00

denise is currently having band =x
i came up here to play !
WOOHOO !
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fun fun =x
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BYEEEEEE !
p.s(didnt tell her i came up to play :S)

La La La

2008-12-01T09:45:00.003+08:00

Hello world! As you can see, my blog hasn't been fixed yet. I need time to do that! =X Have been working for the past three days. that's 15hrs of work and $90. I'll only be working on fri and sat next week, they don't require so many to be down at the restaurant at the same time =/

Oh oh oh, the people there are really really nice! =) Haha, I like auntie helen, auntie poh eng and wai wai best! =Xx Haha. although it's quite a tiring job but yea, I learnt quite a lot lah. hehe. Omg, the worst thing is that I realise how inconsiderate singaporeans are =X they wasted goddamnit a lot of food man. imagine clearing plates and plates of untouched food =/

Guess what's the freakiest thing? I lost my ezlink card the previous night. I managed to get home and that would be because I had an ezlink card. Like duh =/ and I just couldnt find it anywhere yesterday. Pork acc-ed me to Hougang to get it replaced. Damn. It cost me $29 in total [including $10 of value inside] That would literally mean that I worked 5hrs yesterday and earned one pathetic dollar -.- How great! Ah, and my fringe's super duper short =/ Got a haircut yesterday at compass point xP nevermind, I shall let it grow. Haha.

Anyway, I've got a million things to tell my buddies. Haven't seen them since ages ago =/ will be meeting ruyan and jonglian later on. probably going shopping? Ah, i need a cheap cheap black pair of maryjanes meant for work. my current flats are killing me! =/

bye! gotta go! last min work!

Bright sparkles!

2008-11-28T11:29:00.003+08:00

Greetings, world! Yippy! I'm feeling tonnes better already! Thanks to all my wonderful wonderful mates! =)))))

yeah, changed the blog skin but sort of screwed it up. I haven't been changing skins since a million years ago and thus forgot pretty much the to-dos and not-to-dos. This is what I ended up with: A blog without tagboard and links. I LOST ALL THE LINKS. FREAK!

com's kind of cranky still. ah, it sucks big time! Shall fix up my blog soon =X and yay to me me me!
I got a job at suntec! woohoo~ ah, pork's so proud of me aye! =X LOL. my new movie companion: The Lean Pork =) HAHA!

Anyway, got to head down to suntec later on. May not be starting work today but I hope I am. Got to attend alumni band tomorrow morning but may have to leave slightly earlier because I'll be working on sat and sun. Pray hard I'll do fine! =)

Looking forward to thursday. Movie marathon with pork =) teehee. oh, band's rehearsal at VCH on monday was kind of dreadful. Just hope that they'll make use of the remaining time wisely aye, concert's approaching soon! Enough said about bandy stuff. I miss mr ng and mr tan lah! I last saw them on NDP =/

Gonna bathe and perhaps look at the new scores. Damn! nightflight and evergreen 70's are killing me! Adieu!