Monday, August 31, 2009

Speechless

Greetings world,

IDK why but my previous post had been removed apparently without my acknowledgement. Wonder who did that :/ I'd love to find out. or what did that? Not many people know my password for stuffs :/ ZZZ. Or perhaps firefox thought my entry wasn't fit enough for viewing :/

Anyway, as usual, life sucks. Hesitated whether or not to visit nv but yeah, went back without my mates :/ sucks. Anyway, school was quite fun today. As in, at MJC. :X HAHA.

Ah, IDK lah. Don't really feel like updating today.





To the special someone, I wish you were like beforeeeeeeeeeeeeee



Bye, world.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Take Me Away



Greetings world,

Ah, mighty denise has taken ill. A mixture of sickness; stomach flu, diarrhoea, runny nose, sore throat, cough etc etc. Had 2days' mc but went to school today. Joined clique for breakfast at Mc. Me didn't eat hashbrown (though I'd loveeee to) :/

Danced to Insomnia for a whole period. God, it was so tiring D: Finished my homework blah alr. I'm revising phy now. Gotta revise Chem SPA tml too.

SUCKS TTM.
EVERYTHING SUCKS!
HATE ALL THESE SHIT!

ROAR!

IDK WHY BUT MY LIFE'S LIKE SO DAMN PATHETIC PLEASE.
GROSS SHIT.
GAY SHIT.
PLUS WHTEVER SHIT THERE IS ON EARTH.

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Friday, August 21, 2009

Muted Chatterbox

Greetings world,

In the school library now. Going for band practice soon alr. Goodness, muggng session was such a failure. couldn't even complete one chapter of physics.

Eeeek, I hate facebook sometimes! Yucks. D: blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!


Bye. Don't wanna blog already. Tag the board aye, thank you people (if there are any)
Me wanna cryyyyyyyyyyyyy!




P.S. BESTIES (JL, GRACE, RUYAN, JAYHAN) SEE YOU PEOPLE SOON KKKKKKKKKK? plus apunaenae TAN YONG JIA TOO...............

Monday, August 17, 2009

With Love




Greetings world,

Ah, for a moment, there's something to rejoice about. Ahah. All four tests down (and screwed). Gonna fix my eom's links before taking a bath and starting on my pile of work. Need to plan revision blah too, but hey, I've always been a sucker at planning such stuff D: God, IDK how siaaaaa! :( If only someone could plan for me... If only.. Haha.

Ah, baby wasn't in town the past weekend. So yeah, he couldn't accompany me home on sat night. He's back now alr. HAHA. I left him a zillion smses :P hee. Ohman, baby seems to be missing in action siaaaaa! though he gave me a superbly short but sweet sms today. managed to see his message before math test! HEE :) skinny pig grace gan was teasing me though :P haha.

K lah, gotta go alr. it's 1905 alr! godddddd, so fasttttttt! Bye!!!!






p.s. Baby, when will I ever see youuuuuuuuuuu???? <3<3<3 To you, with love...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Roundabout




Greetings world,

One happy thing today! I've cleared my eom alr! wheeeee! :) and I limited myself to reading only a chapter of the storybook! :P

Gonna go study already! gotta study for tomorrow's tests. Photo-taking session and funfestique and band tomorrow after all stuff related to academic.

Don't know when will I see apunaenae patricktanyongjia D: he's busyyyyyyyy! hope he'll work at the cityhall outlet this sat night! then at least there's a little hope of him going home with me after tuition! heheheh :P <3

Bye, world!



p.s. Wish that my charmer and I could catch the sun set ever so beautifully... <3

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Operation Fight-On!




Greetings world,

One word. Wow.

Goodness, had it not been for the principal's talk this afternoon, I wouldn't have known how little time there actually is left till promos D: Ah, she was so so so scary. I'm really scared now. All those talk about failing forward and backward, the deep dark hole blah. Ahhh! It really made me feel so bad lah. Like I haven't been really giving my all for my studies blah :/ Yeah, it's that bad. Made my friends and I didn't feel like going for funfestique too D:

K lah, gotta go.

Bye world.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Cement

Damn damn sian. ZZZ. My mind just wouldn't be good and stay focused today, the whole day. Bad mind bad mind!

ZZZ. Kinda had wishful thinking and hopes the entire day. Like so eeeek! I should have known better. Yes.

Ah, the wall's my bestest friend today.

Bye! Gotta go. Hate nonsensical stuff ttm. Darn!




p.s. Happy Birthday, Jonglian sweetie <3

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Innocence






Greetings world,

HAHA. YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! MET BABY LAST NIGHT! WENT TO FIND HIM AT HIS PLACE! <3<3<3 :) :) :) Heeeeee! Heeeeeeeee! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! He got me gifts too! oh man~ !!! Ahhhhh. HAHA. LOL. that silly pig! heheh!


Ah, I'm almost done with fixing my EOM. Got home at 2300. Was out today. Kinda slacked it away and am regretting a little now. But yeah, what's done can't be undone. Gonna make it up and compensate! Already set my alarm at 0830 :P though I'll probably snooze till about 9? :P


Lotsa work to do. Nat day celebration at school was such a failure. They made us watch some crap movie. Went to the washroom then to the canteen with Cas to buy snacks. HAHA. We smuggled food into the hall :P LOL. Not like we were the only ones but yeah, many many sneaked off to the canteen after we did :X HAHA.


Tuition tomorrow. Maybe currychicken's gonna go nat library to study with me after my GP tuition and before my math tuition? Haha. See how it goes tomorrow. LOL. IDK what I wanna wear tomorrow o.O Ah, I need new clothes D: Gotta go hunt for gifts too :P


I've got so so so so so so much to do! D: the list will grow by tomorrow night due to tuition homework blah! :(

THINGS TO DO (yet):
-study chem and ionic equilibria
-study Mathematical Induction, Summation & M.O.D, Recurrence and Integration
-do physics tutorial
-re-attempt ionic tut questions 7 and 8 (part2)
-do my part for WR
-alkanes tuturial


Ah, went to the school portal to check results for MYE. goodness, it's like so sucky that the grades were so bad D: really bad. The worst in my entire life. D: but yeah, didn't expect to find out that so many others didn't perform well :/ Ah, IDK lah. Sucks so much. I need to focus and work hard already. Promos are coming in like less than two months! I'm nowhere near qualified to move on to the next level I think D: :( so damn demoralising please!

ROAR! K lah, gotta go already. Don't know when will be the next time I'll update. Probably soon? Or perhaps not? IDK. It all depends aye.


By the way, I miss my old friends like damn a lot, especially Jonglian, Jorene and JayHan them :( I can't imagine life without them (and of course this includes my family, baby and besties etc etc etc etc etc) :(


Bye, world.






p.s. It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry!

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Elmo's Mad Apple



Greetings world,

Almost done with e-learning for Alkanes. God, I fell asleep halfway just now :X Ah, anyway, gotta do hw later as usual. Since when am I homework-less? :/ Ah, went to the library after school today. Thought of getting stationeries but changed my mind so borrowed a book instead :P

Ohman ohman ohman, I feel like going shopping! D: so tempted to go out D: but yeah, cannot lah :S I need to buy birthday gifts for my friends too. Owe so many gifts lah o.O :X school's been tiring. mugging hard? IDK about me eh, but could see some of my friends trying very hard. I shall give my best too, though it's easier said than done.
Promos are coming like damn damn soon. Tests blah too. GG! :X

ZZZ! don't feel like attending school lah. It can get really really bad. IDK but I feel that this term's worse than the previous one, which is an irony because I'd band pracs like everyday during the period prior to SYF :X Yay, no more netball games for P.E! I suck at that like ttm please. inactive :P but hey, at least there's hockey to look forward to! :P though I'll get back aches blah :P

Mundane lifestyle. Deprived of so many many things! :S Parents will say : Study hard, make sacrifices now and don't need to suffer so much later on in life. Ah, what's the basis for that claim? Can it really really really guarantee that? Noone knows. :/

Bye world. Need to get back to work :(

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Charred




Greetings world,

what a week! tired, exhausted, stressed, freaked, and all things negative! I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life. Becoming more and more pessimistic with each second ticking away :/ Maybe too extreme but you know what I mean lah D:

I feel that I'm rather burnt out already and I have no idea how I can help myself D: life sucks, a lot a lot though I didn't really want to contend with this :(

Ohman, where's my baby and besties? :( haven't seen them since a zillion years ago :( kitty's birthday's coming too, really scared that I can't celebrate with her this year D: ohman.... yikes!!!