THE Obstacle

Greetings world,

This shall be my last post till the end of promos. I'm so darn scared and tensed now now now D: goodness.This is so much worse than O levels. ZZZ. anyway, gotta go! byeeee!



ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY BESTIES, MY SWEET CLIQUE, THE REST OF MY PERFECT CLASS AND ALL OTHERS WHOM I KNOW FOR THE PROMOS. JIAYOU PEOPLE! LET'S DO THIS! <3

Seventeen Ain't So Sweet

Greetings world,

Yay, I'm like feeling so much better alr. Think along the lines of not having to be jealous or sad or mad :D It's just kinda unbelievable that I actually stayed so strong and mighty :) Hee, so kudos to me? :X My besties and friends are gonna be so damn proud of me :) teehee.

Anyway, 13more days to promos. God, it's super scaryyyyy! Got so much homework too D: just wasted 30mins on facebook :X Ah, did I mention that half my pony tail's like gone? Got snipped off yesterday, it wasn't entirely the hairdresser's fault though :X Didn't make myself clear :X Grow, hair, grow! HAHA :) LOL. AMAZING! cherilyn's hair dries in 5mins! LOL. super funnyyyyy!

Yay, meeting my general for dinner tomorrow night :) loads to say! HAHA. anyway, I really hope I can meet my friends real soon! HAHA, I'm gonna date them out after promos! Hope they'll be freeeeee :D hoho.

Oooops, but then my PW teacher mentioned that we gotta rush PW like crazy after promos since we're not doing much right now. But he urged us to do our parts asap but not at the expense of our promos obviously. Anyway, school sucks. Not the building but the work and stress. Luckily 09S411 and other friends are there! HAHA.

K, gotta go! Byeeeeeeeee!

Memoirs

Greetings world,

Damn fb; it's so slow!!!! I'm uploading the photos taken in lieu of grace's 17 :)
Ah, was browsing through old photos too. I don't know how I'm feeling right now but I know I'm thinking of him. Of course not about all the mean stuff but those happy memories lah :/

Sian, anyway, it's raining now. I feel like sleeping! D: but obviously cannot ah. Alarms don't work for me well anymore. I'll just keep snoozing :S so yea, can't sleep. Anyway, I really hope to complete what I wanna do for the day. Yes, go Denise go!

Oh, I dreamt of my grandfather. Think I'll give aunt call later. Miss them.

K, gotta go! Bye!

A Million Bucks

Greetings world,

I'm feeling better already. Thank you people! :)
I've decided to be nice and not be so mad at all those stuff. I didn't expect myself to feel like that but yeah, the feeling just came naturally. I thought I'd be pissed and mad for like the longest period of time :X

I promised Dionne I wouldn't cry if I went to the marketplace at cityhall. told her she could whack me if I cry :X Anyway, it's her birthday tomorrow! 9-11! :) <3 May spongebob bless dionne! :) Heh.

Met JayJay before tuition today. OMG. JayJay darl (he called me that! aiya, just playplay de. pssst! ruyan's his darl too :P) made me speed-walk through citylink! inconsiderate! LOL. Dude, do you have any idea how far the stupid durian is? :X HAHA. anyway, passed him his gift. SHIT HAPPENS. :) I robbed him of 8bucks too :X As in, he offered to treat me ice-cream, see, my bestie's so sweet :) LOL. he ought to, if not, he'll die! :X And I found a way to get to tuition from esplanade. wapiang, damn tiring! :X Made it on time :P

OMG, I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET BESTIES AND FRIENDS SOOOOOOON! <3 CAN'T WAIT! CAN'T WAIT!


K lah, gotta go do hw alr. Damn damn nice! (as if!) I'll try not to cry, I promise! Bye worldddddd!

Momentum

Greetings world,

090909's a memorable day for me; it's a day which I realised how blessed I actually am.

I've got an army of my own, who wouldn't be jealous?
Ah, my army's a special one; not one that's armed with weapons and what-nots but one in which it comprises of people who love me sincerely and are willing to stand by me, no matter what come may, no matter how tough the going gets. They stomp the ground homogeneously and timely; each and everyone strong and mighty!

To all of you, with love! <3

Stabbed, right smack at the heart

Greetings world,

I thought I wouldn't cry, I thought I've become strong, I thought I'm alright...

I shouldn't have gone to cityhall before tuition; within say 5mins, I thought you were a stranger to me, not a complete one but one which I knew since primary school. What an irony, say readers of my post.

IDK what's going on, IDK how your mind works, IDK anything.
I just feel painful all the time, not physically but yeah, you get it.

It's really awful; have you ever felt so alone and can like cry all the way back from Bugis? IDK. I tried very very hard to fight back my tears but to no avail :'(((((((((((((((

I didn't dare go home because my nose was red and my eyes swollen :'((((
Didn't dare, because I know Daddy will ask and probe :'(
Mummy texted and called because she was worried.
Guess what? I lied to her that I was on the way back when I was actually downstairs.
I think my parents' hearts are aching right now, probably just as bad as mine :(

I ought to let go, but I don't have the courage to, I can't bear to and I know I'm so gonna regret if I do. Maybe you'll delete this post? IDK IDK IDK. I know nothing right now.

Nothingness. All I feel is misery and pain. Excruciating pain :'(((((((((((((((



"Continue Crying", said you.

What Goes Around Comes Around

Greetings world,

I've been super duper slack the entire day. Just felt very sleepy and not motivated.
I thought I wouldn't shed a single tear today but unfortunately, I didn't manage to hold till the day ends. ZZZ.

Gotta go study alr. ZZZ.

Bye, world.





P.S. I love 09S411 (most of the time) <3
and I really really hope I'll pull through all these shit :/
A million, a zillion, and one thing on my mind... It's gonna explodeeeeeeee :/